Do you remember when I told you
I didn't like you
I teased you for what felt like hours
But were most likely only minutes
Do you remember when I called you
All those mean names
I'd laugh and laugh as you sat and stared
We both knew you weren't going anywhere
Do you remember when I cried
In front of you for the first time
We both realized it was only hate
That gave me such terrible pain
Do you remember that time you told me
Purple was my color
I wore it the next day
What was I thinking
Or maybe I wasn't
Do you remember the first time
I held your hand
So smooth but rough
Gripped perfectly in mine
Do you remember the time
I told you I liked you
The tables were turned
Torched and burned
Leaving me with that ache and pain
Do you know how it was
To be rejected
To be unloved
Do you remember when we became
Super fantastic friends
Of course let the sarcasm
Slowly sink in
Do you remember when I told you
Go for what you want
And I wanted to hear
I wanted to believe
All you wanted was
Me
Do you remember when we stopped
And nothing felt the same
Did you feel it too
That miserable drowning pain
Did you really even care
Did you even want me back
I'd tell myself no
Anything different might be a bigger blow
Do you remember when I told you
How I really feel
When I proclaimed my love
My stupid fantasy of
Us together
Forever
Of course you don't
Because I won't tell
I would never be so stupid
To fall for a king
When I know
I'll never be his
Queen