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Aug 2015 · 241
Untitled
L Aug 2015
I'm trying so hard to be everything you want me to be, but in reality, I'm not any of those things
Aug 2015 · 223
Untitled
L Aug 2015
Maybe I'd be good enough six feet under
Aug 2015 · 155
Untitled
L Aug 2015
Take me to your river, I want to know.
Aug 2015 · 219
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
Here, we build walls.
There, we can tear them down.
Dreaming of you and Ruston

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 1.4k
14w
L Aug 2015
14w
When men cheat, it's below the belt. When women cheat, it's above the neck.
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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 177
CM (10w)
L Aug 2015
"Every morning I wake up disappointed because I didn't die."
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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 935
For You
L Aug 2015
In love, there is a sacrifice:
Your happiness for your companion's happiness.
What they enjoy may not make you happy...
But isn't it worth seeing eyes light up?
Smiles stretch across cheeks?
Shoulders rise in anticipation?
*A thousand times *yes.
I have no idea
I just typed

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 226
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
Bright blue eyes of youth,
for who do you search?
what am I doing half the time

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 287
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
Life is an exile, a journey to a nonexsistent home
EC

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 141
Untitled
L Aug 2015
I can feel myself slipping
Aug 2015 · 252
18w
L Aug 2015
18w
It is you and me  -- against hell.
No matter who reaches it first,
   it won't end well.
I have no idea

**
Leigh
Aug 2015 · 603
The End
L Aug 2015
It was like a marriage, really.
Lennon and McCartney.
Holmes and Watson.
I can't explain it any better than that.
All of our free time was spent with each other.
We shared so much -- fears, hopes, dreams, desires.
We were a unit and together, we moved.
A single beating heart.
But like all good things, it had to end.
The light of love was gone.
I didn't trust her.
I was no longer in love.
I was lonely in a relationship made of two.
Though not entirely my fault, I take the blame.
To save her any potential guilt, I will continue taking the blame.
"Here, though the world explode, these two survive,
And it is always eighteen ninety-five."

For SH, who was always JW but would never admit it.

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 226
S IV
L Aug 2015
You, my first real love, will always hold a place in this heart.
Whether you choose to remain is completely up to you.
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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 132
Untitled
L Aug 2015
My whole heart isn't in This
You know it
I know it
So why do you stay?
Why?
Aug 2015 · 300
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
I'm glad I did not die before I met you
Aug 2015 · 737
Porcelain
L Aug 2015
Porcelain
Are you wasting away in your skin?
Are you missing the love of your kin?
Drifting and floating and fading away

Porcelain
Do you smell like a girl when you smile?
Can you bear not to share with your child?
Drifting and floating and fading away

Little lune
All day
Little lune

Porcelain
Do you carry the moon in your womb?
Someone said that you're fading too soon
Drifting and floating and fading away

Porcelain
Are you wasting away in your skin
Are you missing the love of your kin
Nodding and melting and fading away

Little lune
All day
Little lune
RHCP

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 177
20w
L Aug 2015
20w
Your infinite universe meets mine
And with a chaste kiss upon each constellation,
The Stars breathe sighs of relief...
*Finally.
It doesn't make sense

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 206
X
L Aug 2015
X
I had my fears
You let them out
Now I wrap myself around you
like a blanket full of doubt
old draft
For Ray, the one I knew a year ago

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 219
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
This love overwhelms me; I am afraid to fall again.
**
Leigh
Aug 2015 · 349
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
This house is built
on suicidal thoughts
and words unsaid
**
Leigh
Aug 2015 · 317
Brian II
L Aug 2015
Waves crashed onto the deck and when I thought I couldn't be saved, you were the lighthouse at the end of a pier.
decided to add his name

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Leigh
Aug 2015 · 146
15w
L Aug 2015
15w
I'll wonder if you could forget me and plead to the open air "Please don't".
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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 442
The New Generation
L Jul 2015
We,
the new generation,
are one of
youth,
power,
strength.
We
will strive,
will survive,
will fight.
We
are collectively
unafraid,
determined,
headstrong.
You
wave your flag
and sit in your chair
while
We
are part
of the change.
We
are
the
*change.
To the Old Generation

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 252
In Conversation
L Jul 2015
Do you talk about me? Do you tell them who I am? Who I was? What I mean to you? What I meant to you? Do you mention our love that will never die? The times we shared? The music we listened to? The early morning kisses? The late night tears? Does my name even pass your lips?
"You don't have to answer that"

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 440
Brian (10w)
L Jul 2015
You, a restless ocean heart,
swim against the rising tide.
My constant inspiration
My muse

**
Leigh
Jul 2015 · 1.2k
Mississippi Goddam
L Jul 2015
The name of this tune is Mississippi ******
And I mean every word of it

Alabama's gotten me so upset
Tennessee made me lose my rest
And everybody knows about Mississippi ******

Alabama's gotten me so upset
Tennessee made me lose my rest
And everybody knows about Mississippi ******

Can't you see it
Can't you feel it
It's all in the air
I can't stand the pressure much longer
Somebody say a prayer

Alabama's gotten me so upset
Tennessee made me lose my rest
And everybody knows about Mississippi ******

This is a show tune
But the show hasn't been written for it, yet

Hound dogs on my trail
School children sitting in jail
Black cat cross my path
I think every day's gonna be my last

Lord have mercy on this land of mine
We all gonna get it in due time
I don't belong here
I don't belong there
I've even stopped believing in prayer

Don't tell me
I tell you
Me and my people just about due
I've been there so I know
They keep on saying "Go slow!"

But that's just the trouble
"do it slow"
Washing the windows
"do it slow"
Picking the cotton
"do it slow"
You're just plain rotten
"do it slow"
You're too **** lazy
"do it slow"
The thinking's crazy
"do it slow"
Where am I going
What am I doing
I don't know
I don't know

Just try to do your very best
Stand up be counted with all the rest
For everybody knows about Mississippi ******

I made you thought I was kiddin'

Picket lines
School boy cots
They try to say it's a communist plot
All I want is equality
for my sister my brother my people and me

Yes you lied to me all these years
You told me to wash and clean my ears
And talk real fine just like a lady
And you'd stop calling me Sister Sadie

Oh but this whole country is full of lies
You're all gonna die and die like flies
I don't trust you any more
You keep on saying "Go slow!"
"Go slow!"

But that's just the trouble
"do it slow"
Desegregation
"do it slow"
Mass participation
"do it slow"
Reunification
"do it slow"
Do things gradually
"do it slow"
But bring more tragedy
"do it slow"
Why don't you see it
Why don't you feel it
I don't know
I don't know

You don't have to live next to me
Just give me my equality
Everybody knows about Mississippi
Everybody knows about Alabama
Everybody knows about Mississippi ******

That's it!
Nina Simone

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 165
A Conversation with Ray
L Jul 2015
You're going to keep hurting yourself by trying to fit other people's heart pieces into yours.
**
Leigh
Jul 2015 · 243
Darkness
L Jul 2015
Like stars in the deepest night, we expand across the darkness and fear only the empty void in ourselves.
I love sleeping in your arms

Sorry this makes no sense

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 192
Home(?)
L Jul 2015
How many nights have I spent with my lanky arms wrapped around a long ago chest caved in, whispering to the wind "I don't want to be here, please help me".
My home life is ****
Get me out of here

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 238
10w
L Jul 2015
10w
I've forgotten what your voice tastes like in the night
Sorry I haven't been writing much this summer
Once school starts, I'll be posting almost daily
Thanks for sticking around

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 355
Love in the Morning
L Jul 2015
I left my love behind in vanilla scented sheets
One day you'll wake up
And you'll remember me
For you

**
Leigh
Jul 2015 · 755
I'm Looking Through You
L Jul 2015
I'm looking through you, where did you go?
I thought I knew you, what did I know?
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

Your lips are moving, I cannot hear
Your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear
You don't sound different, I've learned the game
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight


You're thinking of me, the same old way
You were above me, but not today
The only difference is you're down there
I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight


I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

Yeah
Oh baby I'm changed
Ah I'm looking through you
Yeah I'm looking through you
The Beatles

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 233
10w
L Jul 2015
10w
Without your hand in mine,
I feel loneliness seep in.
**

Leigh
Jul 2015 · 330
10w
L Jul 2015
10w
The daylight sings your praises
and with it,
I harmonize.
For B

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 170
Untitled
L Jul 2015
How do you tell your mother that she's the reason you can't swallow pills?
Jul 2015 · 301
6/1
L Jul 2015
6/1
Unruly curls
Bright laughs
Too cold kisses
Ice cream stains
Secret smiles
Moonlit eyelashes
Lingering lips
Soaring hearts
This July will be different

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Leigh
Jul 2015 · 228
Untitled
L Jul 2015
Make love, break love
Beginning, end
Alpha, omega
Jun 2015 · 350
5/28
L Jun 2015
If it seems that there is nothing left to live for, there is love...
Love, above all, wins the fearful fight.
Love wins
Always

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Leigh
Jun 2015 · 182
Untitled
L Jun 2015
Loving you is easy
Jun 2015 · 180
5/26
L Jun 2015
As your lips grazed my pulse,
I wondered if you could feel my heart
shuddering in my empty chest
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Leigh
Jun 2015 · 420
14w
L Jun 2015
14w
I cannot look at the moon or stars
without thinking of your bright eyes
They will always remind me of you

**
Leigh
Jun 2015 · 192
Untitled
L Jun 2015
You had to learn the hard way
that you can't always get what you want
Jun 2015 · 212
Bleed
L Jun 2015
I hope that the shard of my heart you still hold turns to glass and slices open the delicate skin of your palm
I mean that in the nicest way

**
Leigh
Jun 2015 · 293
Yer Blues
L Jun 2015
Black cloud crossed my mind
Blue mist round my soul
Feel so suicidal
Even hate my rock 'n' roll
Wanna die yeah wanna die
If I ain't dead already
Ooh girl you know the reason why
The Beatles

An excerpt from one of my favorite songs

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Leigh
Jun 2015 · 329
B IX
L Jun 2015
I'm so sorry I can't give my whole self to you. Over time, bits and pieces have been broken off and never returned. I can't give you everything that I want to give. I want to give you my heart, my everything. You deserve so much love. You deserve all of my love. I'll spend the rest of our time together apologizing for reasons you won't know about. Let me. I will write apologies on your lips with mine, on your shoulders with my fingertips, on your heart with my fragile one. There are so many walls, B. I put them up in a matter of days. It wasn't hard, their shadows still showed in the grass. Every time you say you love me, a brick falls. They crash at your feet. Don't let them fall on your toes. Just move them to the side, make a pile and cover them with tarp. I don't want to see them. I don't want to be reminded anymore. All I want is memories with you. Maybe that's why I take so many photos of your smile or screenshots of your texts. I want to remember every single thing. You've given me some of the best memories I've ever had the privilege to remember. You.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
I just typed for ten minutes
There are probably typos
Sorry

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Leigh
Jun 2015 · 133
Untitled
L Jun 2015
Maybe I'll never sleep peacefully again... But did I ever sleep peacefully before?
Jun 2015 · 119
Untitled
L Jun 2015
Even if it were possible,
I wouldn't have been enough.
I wouldn't have been what they wanted for you.
Who am I kidding though?
It couldn't have been possible.
Just another reason to end it.
I'm too literal for proper poetry
Jun 2015 · 347
12w
L Jun 2015
12w
As July lingers in the shadows,
I become more afraid of myself.
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Leigh
Jun 2015 · 214
Untitled
L Jun 2015
You make me feel beautiful in anything -- a tshirt and Nikes, a red dress, nothing at all.
Jun 2015 · 156
Untitled
L Jun 2015
I've been told that I'm no good at keeping promises, so I don't think I will
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