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Feb 2016 · 281
TH
L Feb 2016
TH
"I look into your eyes and I see me. I see the person I used to be. I see the emptiness, the hurt. I know that hurt better than anyone."
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 973
2/18
L Feb 2016
I could've avoided falling in love
I could've saved myself the pain
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 220
2/14
L Feb 2016
I've learned to love you like I never have before -
with my whole self - body, mind, heart, and soul.
I've been gone for a while and need to catch up

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 358
2/16
L Feb 2016
Moving on is easy, but healing hurts the heart.
Something I've learned recently

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 300
Better Than
L Feb 2016
I could spend ages reading the news
I could spend days, singing the blues
But I turn up the tv light
Give up without a fight
Better than pretending to know what's wrong and what's right

I could spend ages asking myself why
There's a million ways that I could say goodbye
But I turn down the lights
Come on baby come inside
Better then being some fool's bride
Better than pretending to know what's wrong and what's right
Lake Street Dive

Not mine

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 227
20w
L Feb 2016
20w
I don't care about you
And I would tell you to your face
If I knew you could *take it
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 148
Untitled
L Feb 2016
You deserve nothing deemed "good"
Feb 2016 · 211
Memory
L Feb 2016
Your memory is a monster; you forget—it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you—and summons them to your recall with will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
John Irving

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 412
Untitled
L Feb 2016
We saved each other
I owe you my life
Every heartbeat I'm rewarded with
Feb 2016 · 409
She Used to Be Mine II
L Feb 2016
It's not what I asked for
Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
And carves out a person
And makes you believe it's all true
And now I've got you
And you're not what I asked for
If I'm honest I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over
And rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knew

Who'll be reckless just enough
Who'll get hurt but
Who learns how to toughen up when she's bruised
**And gets used by a man who can't love
*******.

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 297
Starlight
L Feb 2016
You see the stars clearer than I do...
Send me messages on their light
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 216
Untitled (Revised notes)
L Feb 2016
You became the person you feared
Say hello to your step brother for me.
He's in the mirror.
Feb 2016 · 757
Untitled
L Feb 2016
I'm tired of silently suffering and struggling
Feb 2016 · 214
2/3
L Feb 2016
2/3
Sometimes I think about how close I came to never meeting you. So many things had to go a certain way to get us both to that chemistry class, to the chairs in which we sat. The thread binding us is so fragile that if I went back and changed one tiny thing, we wouldn’t be here, and I would never have known what I’d missed in you... But we can’t know what we’ve missed out on. We can only know what we have now.
For B
I love you more

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 473
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L Feb 2016
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I understand it now, the difference between lust and love.
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 223
Untitled
L Feb 2016
Trust me, I know what you can do.
Feb 2016 · 224
5. To A Stranger
L Feb 2016
PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me, as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me, or a girl with me,          5
I ate with you, and slept with you—your body has become not yours only, nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass—you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you—I am to think of you when I sit alone, or wake at night alone,
I am to wait—I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
*I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
Walt Whitman
Blades of Grass

Leigh
Feb 2016 · 194
:
L Feb 2016
:
You had to take my safe place,
the one place your hands hadn't touched
Feb 2016 · 378
Untitled
L Feb 2016
I would **** for you
but you wouldn't lift a finger
for me
Feb 2016 · 319
Untitled
L Feb 2016
You don't know how to love
You just know how to take
Feb 2016 · 503
10w
L Feb 2016
10w
Will it take your breath?
Will it make you burn?
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 320
McCoy
L Feb 2016
"Leave if necessary. Just leave. If you stay and hang on, you never know what will  happen."
Leigh
Feb 2016 · 241
Untitled
L Feb 2016
Why didn't I have the courage to ever say no?
Jan 2016 · 246
1/29
L Jan 2016
It would be easy for me to clasp my hands around your neck...
As easy as it is for you to slip your hand into places unwanted
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 277
10w
L Jan 2016
10w
You constantly push buttons
But when will the bomb detonate?
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 467
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L Jan 2016
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Maybe - finally - I'm releasing the voice I've kept inside.
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 305
Seventeen
L Jan 2016
I wish I would have met you when I was seventeen,
before I seen the things that I seen,
before I learned to look behind the screen.
I think we could have had a good time.
Lake Street Dive
Not mine

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 215
1/26
L Jan 2016
Sweet addiction, baby
There's a rehab for every kind
Lay your head down, baby
Let me give you peace of mind
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 270
B
L Jan 2016
B
Sometimes I call you my angel.
It just slips out in moments of passion and love.
I know you don't really like it, but B, that's what you are.
If you hadn't entered my life the moment that you did, I would be dead.
I know it - without a doubt.
In February of 2015, you would've been attending the funeral of your temporary chemistry lab partner.
"You came along and you saved me."
You had no idea what I was going through.
I hadn't even told you the worst parts.
But you were there for me for months.
You kept me going.
You were the coffee I should've been drinking.
---
Because of you, I'm finally comfortable in my own skin.
I know who I am and I am because of you.
You grabbed my hand and led me through the darkness of a bad breakup, bouts of depression, and midnight panic attacks.
You had the uncanny ability to know when I was slipping.
My angel, my guardian angel.
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I've spent the last ten months thanking you
- with my lips, with my hands, with my writings -
but nothing will ever be enough.
I love you endlessly.
I owe you everything.
Hope I did this right

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 442
1/25
L Jan 2016
I grew up my freshman year of high school
when the boy I loved fell for a girl who loved girls
when my best friend became my worst enemy
when the nightmares became day dreams

I died my sophomore year of high school
when the pills I loved fell out of my mouth  
when my best friend became my worst enemy
when the day dreams ended the nightmares
I often think about my first two years of high school
So much happened and it hurts to remember
But I knowing where I've grown from makes things easier

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 405
;
L Jan 2016
;
"The way that we learn is by facing our sins - ugly as they are -
and seeing what destruction they have caused and
then ridding our lives of them."
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 178
Untitled
L Jan 2016
Have it all, lose it all
You ready for more yet?
Jan 2016 · 217
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L Jan 2016
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We used to spend lazy days in bed, listening to the birds wake restless sleepers. The sun would cast shadows over us and in moments like those, I thought I couldn't love you more...
The glory of morning is for fools entangled.
I hate remembering you
The memories make me sick

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 331
Untitled
L Jan 2016
I can't escape the past
And it makes me want to die
Jan 2016 · 230
*
L Jan 2016
*
Even in fictional scenarios, I still apologize for the way you act.
"She wasn't always like that... Scratch that, she was."

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 168
1/22
L Jan 2016
Bitterness doesn't suit you
But it does match your eyes
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 394
Icky Thump
L Jan 2016
Well you can't be a **** and a ******* too
The White Stripes

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 232
Untitled
L Jan 2016
I have the power to destroy a person's life.
What does that make me?
Jan 2016 · 203
Untitled
L Jan 2016
Please don't put me through this
Please don't look at me like you know
Jan 2016 · 332
>
L Jan 2016
>
It's impossible not to cringe
when I hear your nails on a chalkboard voice
Jan 2016 · 411
1/20
L Jan 2016
If there's anything I've learned in the past year, it's that Normal people don't change. Normal people don't change. But then there's Abnormal people. The movers, the thinkers, the innovators, the shifters. They, unlike Normal people, see what they can become and change their lives firsthand. Normal people don't. They wallow and swallow, playing the victim to Life. False positivity crushes the Normal mind. Isn't it wonderful, being Abnormal?
NA

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 233
1/19
L Jan 2016
I want to mark your skin blue  
I want to leave my scent on your sheets
I want to press and scratch and bleed
You've brought out my possessive side
...Who knew?
Whoops

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 250
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L Jan 2016
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I've found I hate the word manipulative
It's synonymous with your name
So the hate is just the same
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 201
Hard Truths
L Jan 2016
I don't want your **** happiness
I want your demise and your pain and your worthlessness
Jan 2016 · 205
6w
L Jan 2016
6w
False apologies fall on deaf ears
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 278
1/15
L Jan 2016
I used to cry for you
But now I only cry for me
Some say it takes strength to hang on
I say it takes more strength to let go

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 170
Untitled
L Jan 2016
As if I didn't feel your eyes following my every move
Jan 2016 · 231
"Friend"
L Jan 2016
You joke as if I haven't attempted suicide,
as if I haven't been *****,
as if I haven't fallen down the rabbit hole.
Why do you think it's funny?
Why do you think those words don't hurt?
I don't understand your sense of humor

Leigh
Jan 2016 · 1.2k
8w
L Jan 2016
8w
I am glad I lived to love you.
Leigh
Jan 2016 · 357
1/13
L Jan 2016
You're no good for the life I want to lead
So I'll sit under my own vine, my own fig tree
And watch as you continue to bleed
"Everyone will sit under their own vine and under their own fig tree, and no one will make them afraid, for the LORD Almighty has spoken."
Micah 4:4

Leigh
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