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kyss Sep 2018
she burned a bracelet on my wrist,
told me to remember who I am
she gave me a kiss,
told me she'd see me again
kyss Sep 2018
I just realized
How much has changed
In the month
I’ve been away

How much I’ve changed
As well as everyone else
And honestly, I’ve never been better

My head no longer swarmed
Of thoughts of death
Instead, I’m looking forward to what lies  ahead
The meds have kicked in
The therapy is working
The time of reflection
Has changed my inner workings

I’m better, so much better
Now that I have space to think
Time to spend with myself
Free of my endless worries

I’m now saying
Some words I thought I’d never say
I’m okay, maybe even good
And I like things that way
kyss Aug 2018
I'd hoped our love would last
I suppose I was wrong
now you've found someone else
I'm glad you're moving on

go ahead and forget me
I really don't mind
I'm glad if you're happy
so please enjoy your new life

it makes me a bit sad
to see you've found someone better that me
but you seem happier
so that's good, I suppose
kyss Aug 2018
the adventures I've had
the friends I've made
the happiness I felt

is enough to last a lifetime
kyss Aug 2018
starry nights
bring me back
to the place I was
where I'm not anymore
a fresh beginning
cut from old ties
ready to begin
my new life

watching my breath
in the cool august nights
sitting by a campfire
a lone soul
in a big world
I'm free

This Is Me
kyss Jul 2018
I walk down the street
late at night
a sense of paranoia
mixes with fright

I hear footsteps behind me
voices whisper in my head

I look back
all that's there
is a stray cat

it runs into the distance
I'm anxious to get home
each passing minute
feels endless
I wish I was safe at home

I pass a beggar
throw some change into a cup
but he gets up
and starts following me
block after block

I'm starting to get scared
as I walk down a dark street
three right turns
and he's still there
behind me

I hurry, and pick up my feet
but he simply walks faster
matching my beat

he starts talking
asking me questions
where I'm going
if I'm single
if I'm interested in a bargain

I ignore him
keep walking
he's still there, right behind me

I finally reach home
turn onto my cul de sac
check the locks three times over
make sure they're intact

go upstairs
shaking with what could've been
pondering why
this always seems to happen
to me
kyss Jul 2018
I stare down
At the food in front of me
My hands shake
As I pick up my cutlery
My family is watching
Ever so carefully

Cut the smallest bite
Chew forever
I feel sick while eating
Every bite feels like a failure
Everyone watching me eat
Gives me so much anxiety
Telling me to eat more
But I can’t
Because my stomach is so full of butterflies
I can’t eat
I feel disgusted with myself
I go upstairs
And I cry
Because I can’t believe
That I just ate a meal
I hate myself
The thought makes me sick
I can’t
I just can’t eat
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