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kyss Jul 2018
I’m not okay
No matter how many ******* times
You ask
I’ll never be okay
I’ll say I’m fine because it’s easier than explaining my pain
And all it’s roots and factors
Everything connected into the mess of me
I can’t ******* explain it
And I just want somebody to hold me and listen
As I attempt to accurately explain my pain
But I can’t describe it and I can’t control it
And I wish I was dead so I didn’t have to deal with it
kyss Jul 2018
I want you
To be mine
kyss Jul 2018
I need out
I'm sorry
forgive me
kyss Jul 2018
worn down
I'm so tired
of living
of existing
I want to die
let me die
but let me die
knowing you love me
kyss Jun 2018
when you are ready
if you still love me
I'll be waiting for you
to come and claim what's yours
because I,
am yours
kyss Jun 2018
the best times I had
were the ones when I was in your arms
when you would say the sweetest things
and you wrote poetry about me
and it made me smile and blush
nothing had ever made me feel that way

I'm not perfect, but you always told me you'd love me no matter what
I believed you
and then, cut to a few days ago
sitting on a park bench
you said a few words
that will forever be engraved in my mind
I held back the tears
because I know you wouldn't want me to cry
but I promise, the second I was alone
those tears started flowing

I thought we'd be okay
I thought we were good
I thought you loved me
kyss Jun 2018
I imagine you’ll forget about me in a month
You said you’ll always love me
But we both know
I’ll disappear from your mind as quickly as snow in spring
Melting slowly
Then gone
I will never forget you, I promise that
But the most painful thing of all, will be
Watching you move on
As I stay here alone
Waiting for someone else
To love me like you did
I don’t think they’ll ever come
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