Your not the same.
It hurts me,
That I'm the one
Who needs to take the blame.

You started getting angrier,
Because I left
You got so fragile,
As I slept

While I was gone
You rearranged
Your cold, hard heart,
Will never be the same

You may have chosen
To take that last hit.
But who was the person
That got you started?

It's all my fault
That you hate me now
And want me to
go **** myself..

So the reason that I'm writing you this evening
Is to say good bye, tell you that I'm leaving
But don't hold your breath cause I'm never coming back
Sincerly yours, the silent screamer.

I've decided I'm not going to let people hurt me.
If only I would not hurt myself.
I've fallen into the tricks of society.
Now I'm someone else

*and I'm sorry..

Falling in love
Is a scary, scary thing
But what's scarier
Is falling in love with the pain

It starts to feel better
Little by little
And changes you
From strong to brittle

My life is a joke
A terrible punch line.
But no ones listening
So I'll be fine

I'll keep telling it
Until someone cares
But until then,
No ones there

Why would you ask me,
If I was okay with you leaving?
You know it kills me,
That you were laughing.

And he broke
Because she didn't love him
The way
He loved her.

"I would have done anything for her"
He says in a raspy voice
His heart is torn
The girl played with it like a toy

He tried so hard.
To change into what she wanted him to be
He was so far gone.
He wasn't even happy

I'm falling apart?
I agree.
I'm not the same girl,
I used to be.

I tried to stop,
And go back to how I once was,
It didn't work.
I'm very sorry
Let me have a demon party