Once you're unhappy
becoming happy again seems unlikely
it is hard to find joy
even when talking to a boy
it is hard to get yourself where you want to be
when you're so unhappy
sadness is an ugly disease
someone take the pain away, please
I try hard not to shed a single tear
I think I've found my biggest fear
as I lay in bed today
I plead, please take this unhappiness away

Closed mind and open doors
still hungover from the night before
whispers are heard from top to ground
look thats her turn around
I had to escape that place
all I wanted was to disguise my face
many questions ran through my mind
people were staring the entire time
  what happened last night
  what choices did I make
  I wonder if they were all mistakes
bad choices lead to consequences
I asked around and heard we jumped fences
that party was crazy
I'm ready for the next one, maybe

I paint a smile upon my sad face
everything feels out of place
the pain resides deep inside
happiness is truly hard to find
for days I weep
several nights without sleep
I wait patiently for change
everything always stays the same
give me a chance how hard can that be
just give me a chance to be happy

I never thought I could love someone for so long
look at us still going strong
baby there is something you should know
I am never going to let you go
you are mine and I am yours
I can't wait to walk through those doors
wearing nothing but white and maybe a little blue
just imagining my future with you
with your hand in mine
we can conquer anything and be fine
I can't wait for an eternity to prove it
I love you and there is no question to it