Seems like there's nothing new except for someone new
Even so I'll let you in
And let love break my heart again
Talking to myself though I never listen
It's hard enough just to close the gap
To close the distance
There is indeed a difference between hearing and listening
Dissonance

**** my desire
To escape the unknown
To relinquish my fear
Hold me tightly and keep me warm
Kiss me sweetly and take home
Tighten the knots in my stomach
Ease the trouble on my mind
Take me on a journey
Ill be your's
You'll be mine

Booming thunder adds to lightning's ferocity
Howling winds cry out
Wandering souls, yearning to rest their aching spirits
Golden leaves hold on to their branches for dear life
Rain pours, washing, cleansing, purifying
This beauty I live for

Pain is just a simple compromise...
To get what we want out of it
Catharsis
Beauty in misery
Anticipation
Anxiety at it finest..
Life
Not what you gather
But what you *scatter

I will relinquish me fear
In exchange for your heart
I will cherish and preserve it for as long as I can
My heart will stray
I apologize
I  am ready for my retribution

It took me a while and I did not want to accept it
I hope I never see the day that I live to regret it
It took some time to put into words
But now I see
This is not the place for me
This is not a Cry for help
No this is not a desperate plea
Nothing has gone wrong
There are no accidents
But I am certain that I do not belong
Loneliness flourishes where familiarity and love have been vanquished
Opening the door to torment and anguish
Cross my heart and hope to die
Pray that everything turns out alright
Stick and stones may break my bones
Will heal and flesh wounds don't last
But how do you recover from being an outcast