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kristian Dec 2021
oak
fall has fallen
autumn has descended
deception of brown tinted landscapes
depression

melancholia and melodrama
blissful
subtle breeze
hair wet
kristian Dec 2021
i've always hated my body
the way i look
in the mirror

i can't stand to see myself
without clothes
any body parts exposed

the many bones that stick out
pointy
provoked
kristian Aug 2021
the sky is as blue
as I always told you
the leaves applaud
when the wind appears

have you read the poems
the poems I wrote for you, my dear

there's this man
playing guitar in the sand
he fondles his strings with fear
but the sea makes nothing left to hear

the train tracks circle back
the clock holds still
I am in the city of luck
green, churches on a hill

now the train moves forward
through valley's, the human trace
it drops me off where trees
have disappeared in the shade

now the questions arrive
as I spend the week
looking and searching
describing, last seen

I reach lakes filled
with water to the brim
my glass is full
the engine runs

as I reach for the top
I stand in sea water
salty and bitter
but sweet to the touch

the city crowd is silent
I observe from a far
watch them go slowly
pass their walls
kristian Jun 2021
only if i didnt

listen to space song on repeat
pour that liquid right in
smoke my 'last' cig
reach for heaven's gate

stay in bed a little longer
cancel all my plans
dissappoint everyone around
hurt myself

but i did.
kristian Jun 2021
my baggy jeans reveal an inch of my left ankle
just enough to reveal the lose ribbon of my socks
my boots bent over the black laces that align perfectly
little spats of dirt are hidden by black leather
the shoes that i walk with for miles and miles
but not enough to match my vintage look
kristian May 2021
if there's one thing i could do
before i decide to leave
then it would be
to tell you that
i tried my best

i fought all the demons,
i held all the angels closer
but was that enough
to keep me here
with you

i am sorry to say
that that is not true
i am leaving now
and there'll be
no return

dare to look back and
remind yourself of
me and you
and i'll try
that too

you will not lose me
but i will be gone
i want to be in
your heart
forever

i can't help but wonder
what if i die,
will i  still be
on your
mind?
kristian May 2021
you shall not be seen
not be seen
not be heard
or be talked about

you shall stay low
crawl under the window
show no sight
show no sign

you shall live in the shadows
cover yourself in black
and suède
and velvet

you shall drown yourself
in the endless pool of life
fitted in your mother's weddingdress
draped in endless tulle
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