There are times
When you use to think of your past
All you ever do is to ponder
That, things will change
Hoping you haven’t done such things
And wishing things were done in different ways
All of those
Irrevocably written in your history

Handling life is like choosing a stone
A tool which could represent
Who you are and what you do

Different stones can be drawn everywhere

Rough… smooth
Small…Big
Ordinary…precious
Brittle…Hard

You could choose to be rough.
Were you handle things badly,
Making unwanted decisions out of poor emotions,
A person who does not exert more effort
Things which could draw you to be undesirable to others

There are also times when you belittle yourself
Actions happening out of irresponsive efforts to others
That, things are not coming quite good
All due to Lack of confidence
This could hinder you to be a better person

You might also treat yourself like an ordinary passer’s-by
Feeling care-free of the things that may happen
That things just come and go
Making others fulfill their stuffs on their own
A thought that could not give a big difference to the society

You could also choose to be a cry-baby
Were you Let others step on you
That you are not capable of doing big decisions
Treating yourself irresponsible to higher things
Which could left you a slave to others

A question should always be asked on yourself,
“Do I want to be that kind of Stone?”

Ask yourself, and sincerely answer.
A question to ponder,
“Am I rough?”
“Am I Small?”
“Am I Ordinary”
“Am I Brittle?”






You could be your own stone
Smooth…Big…Precious…Hard

Be Desirable…
Be a Better Person…
Be different…
Be Strong…

I don't know why I feel this way
when I see your eyes slowly fading
in the four corners of the room.
You were lying in a king size bed
staring at you losing senses
I see an angel sent from the heaven
I love you when you're asleep

You, lying with your lingerie,
this tempting feeling
it's so ****** but I like too much
wanna kiss you slowly
wanna feel your lips with mine
fresh and warm
a tempest feeling yet sublime

This oozing feeling of pleasure
makes me forget all my pains and sorrow
from the coldness of the night
turns to warmth like sudden distress
of guiltiness that's hard to treasure
Oh! Babe!
wanna feel your caress
wanna feel your wamth
wanna feel your body
wanna feel you touch

The strands of hair all over the pillow
stretch of glory along the horizon
of innocence on a meadow
like ties on a kite
makes you look more ****
wanna hold you tighter and tighter
but I can't hold on too much

It's not that I disrespect you
but watching you sleep pacifies me
like a dangerous drug
it's hypnotizing, heavenly, addicting
wanna stay longer, a little bit longer
I don't wanna lose you girl
Holding back my emotions
Just to watch you sleep

This oozing feeling of pleasure
makes me forget all my pains and sorrow
from the coldness of the night
turns to warmth like sudden distress
of guiltiness that's hard to treasure
Oh! Babe!
wanna feel your caress
wanna feel your wamth
wanna feel your body
wanna feel you touch

It's not that I'm a maniac
I'm just a manic man over in love with you.

Never knew I'd needed love
Never knew I'd bleed too hard
Never knew I would fall
All I knew was I liked you much

Never knew I'd weep aloud
Never knew I'd fall into my knees
Never knew it would hurt
All I knew was I loved you much

Never knew you will be blue
Never knew you will soon apart
Never knew you will be out of care
All I knew forever's not enough

I knew I liked you much
I knew I loved you much
I knew forever's not enough
I never knew that there's no you

I made a move
but made me wrong
I heard a song
and danced along
I shout with glee
but boy I peed

Shame! Shame! Shame!
boy I was carried.
All I think,
wish I never did!

Tonight, I lay myself feeling depressed
thinking what made me wrong.
I rolled myself, my head bestowed,
"why did things went low?".

Then, I grabbed my phone
played me a song
but things don't come along.

So, I sat and wait
hearing the beat,
LUB-DUB! LUB-DUB! LUB-DUB!
the heart that bears my fate.

Oh! Time is running,
hear the clock's ticking
TICK! TOCK! TICK! TOCK!
Still remains a mystery.

I closed my eyes and plead to God,
Spare my feelings!
Hold me tight!
Keep my sanity !

"What a poignant life it has been".

Boom! Boom! Boom!
Band sounding like geez and doom
Bzzz! Bzzz! Bzzz!
Bees flying zipp and zoom
Chirp! Chirp! Chirp!
Birds on harmony I like the song
One thing similar on these lovely tone
All from nature on a throng.