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Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
Hi, my angel.
You keep visiting in my dreams
And I can't help but feel like
You always been mine
Even if I can only keep my
Eyes closed for half an hour

I haven't seen you lately
For I can seem to get any sleep
But maybe you've just
Been too busy sharpening your wings

I've always wondered
How I could fall for an angel
As beautiful as you
And how you could want me
A girl with too many lies

So maybe while I'm awake
Your demons will take over
And your wings will no longer
Shine a bright white
But rather be darker than my soul
I've got this feeling that you've
Known all along
That I'm just a little sad
And I'll bring you into
My hell like I've done all the others

So fly away, my angel
I've been awake all this time
I only see you in my dreams
Now a days
I'm giving you the chance
To save yourself
So fly away quickly
I'm more trouble than
I'm worth
And I love the way
Your wings shine white
Please save yourself
I couldn't bare for you to be like me
But if your wingtips turn a little black
Let me known
I'll disappear at the thought.
Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
"You've got a tendency in taking all your clothes off."
"I believe in a thing called love."
"I wish my heart was always on her mind, cause she's on mine like all day all the time."
"I do not love you for the way you dress, but you do look so lovely tonight."
"I don't wanna be in love I don't wanna be in love."
"Sitting here alone, I can't help but to think, looking back on the people we used to be, why does being so free mean so far away from me?"
"I can hear them playing, I can hear the ringing of a beat up old guitar, oh ohhh, I can hear them singing, 'keep on dreaming even if it breaks your heart.'"
"Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you. And I wouldn't dream of going no where."
"I can stand here strong, cold as stone, seems so wrong, I can't explain it. Maybe it's just I've cried so much, I'm tired and I'm numb, baby I hate it."
"Hey, you're a crazy *****, but you **** so good I'm on top of it."
"Gave you a minute, when you needed an hour"
"The whole **** world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed and who's having ***."
Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
I've got to listen to this song until it no longer affects me. All of them that make me think of you. In any way. I have to listen to them until I want to *****. I've got to get you out of my head.
Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
I think
The medicine
Is causing me
To want to die
Because I really
Don't want to die
I want to live
But my hands
Only allow
Me to cut
Open my skin
On my wrist
Where
In a second
I almost go
Too deep
And it doesn't
Scare me.
Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
"I had figured out that my eyes were broken long before that. But that day I started to worry that the people in charge couldn't see either."
Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
My lips are torn to shreds; It feels like he ***** me
And it feels like I've been abandoned to live with my sister
Do I have an eating disorder and is my best friend dead?
Am I an outcast like they told me?
Did my house burn down under their bombs?
Am I actually in rehab?
Who are all these people?
What happened last Christmas?
Am I really going insane and can I write well enough to get in a magazine?
Did my family die in a car wreck and am I a ghost?
Are people born in July more stupid than those in August?

No, I really shouldn't be allowed to read.
Jessica Leigh Mar 2014
I was right when I said that I could never draw the ones I love. Because I can't get your eyes right and your lips aren't the ones I miss. No, I cannot draw the people I love.
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