Thanks for making me feel like ****.

Thanks for making me feel insignificant,

Thanks for showing me that no matter how bad it is, it can always get worse.

Thanks for letting me know that I will always have to fix all of my problems by myself.

Thanks for not letting me hit rock bottom, just keep digging that hole and let me keep falling.

Thanks for filling me with useless hope that I could be a better person only to be reminded of all my failures.

Thanks for taking me off that pedestal only to throw me in the garbage.

Thanks for tossing me in the air, only to let me hit the ground and shatter into a million pieces

Thanks for just sweeping them to the side along with the dirt on the floor.

Just.

Thanks.

You walked into my life
Leaving traces of yourself
Making sure I would never forget you
                        
How could I?
You were my rock, my anchor.
You kept me sane

I never thought that I would have to learn
To deal with the rest of the world
Without you here

You weren't my lover
We each had our own happiness
But my dear friend

Why did they steal you away from me?

Who gave them right?
Who told them it was okay?
Who granted permission for them to take you from me?
                                  
Maybe I'm selfish
You belonged to not only me
But I can't help but think

Why did you nestle yourself in my soul?
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it feel like I lost a huge part of myself?

I needed you
I still need you
                                    
But you're not here
To smile and laugh
To cure the boredom

Chase away my demons
With your kind words
My mental sanity

Don't be afraid
I could never forget you
Like you never forgot me