I can't sing anyone's songs right
I guess I should just sing our own
Create my own harmonies with you
The kind that fit my voice and yours
Blending us completely

His passion isn't just
A touch or a kiss
but the way he gently whispers
How badly he'll miss
my presence my love
if I ever walked away
But deep down my love knows
I never could stray

They way he explained
his pure hearts desire
Waiting for me
walking through fire
Not the easy route
By a far thought indeed
But a temporary passion
Despite a humanistic plead

A short-living phase
Makes it so hard
Not to sing him sweet praise
For loving me true and pure and strong
He's willing to wait
To 'become one' through bond

My heart he makes soar
Sing and leap great distance
I'm glad he's so stubborn
And sweet and persistent
He's learning to lead me
Guide me the right way
I'll always be his
Past the end of our days

When I think of the word passion
I think of him
And the look that shines in his eyes
When our lips barely touch
And we begin to kiss
The glimmer he shares
For just me to see
A look between lovers
His passion for me

If your lover
Your mate
Helper
Partner
Loses zeal
Loses beauty
Looks twisted
Unrecognizable
Unattractive
When you disagree
Fight
Argue
Breakdown
Then you aren't loving

But my friend
My best
My favorite
You are as handsome as ever.

Selfless love
For my love is not mine
It's for you my dear
To be selfless and kind
An act I can't master
Though I'm trying I swear
My selfless love
I apparently can't share

I will so desperately press my lips to yours
Tracing your lines with mine
Melting into one being
You and I

Submerged is the art of the water rushing over
The stinging bite of the frozen waves
The numbing shake of the boiling embrace
The turning of the rushing sea
Trying desperately to swallow me

There's still a bit of innocence
Deep within my heart
And my lover
My best friend
You're in so deep
You found it
And you make her blush

Listening is a complex activity
But I can't help myself
From staring out this window
At the birds, the flowers and trees
Gently being guided by the wind
On a sweetly flavored day
Right on the tip of spring
Pushing the thoughts of winter
Far far away

I just need a little help
A little hope
A little nudge into the light
I'm falling
Breaking
I don't know what this is
It hurts so bad
What's happening to me
Nothing triggered
This deep burning in my soul

Stuck between the moment
Of reality and make believe
If I could grab a hold
I wonder which side would set me free

A gravitational pull
Keeping me locked between
A choice within myself
To others it remains unseen

Sitting heavy on the sight
Filling her bones full of fright
Yet comfort and peace within
As she starts to feel some wind
The autumn leaves so damp together
Her bare feet in such cold weather
A tattered dress upon her figure
She calls to him and waits for answer
Time goes by and silence surrounds
Beating down like a hundred hounds
Till a sudden stir in the darkness nearby
As clouds roll in and cover the sky
Sneaking and creeping out of the dark
A man whose bite is worse than his bark
He takes her hand and twirls her about
Pushing away any fear or doubt
Holding her close and easing her pain
She sings to him, doing the same
Ballroom dancing in a graveyard scene
Keeping to the shadows to remain unseen
Sweet words and laughter fill the crisp air
And with each other, their hearts lay bare
Their bare feet in such cold weather
And the autumn leaves are so damp together
They start to feel the chilling wind
But warm from the peace within
The two of them, shining so bright
On a foggy autumn graveyard night

Busting out in side splitting laughter
When you want to sit and sob
Truly makes one feel insane

In a tomb by the sounding sea
That’s where he waits for me
His lover long lost
Never to be beside again
Moans and wails and shrieks of horror
As that wickedly turning sea
Gracefully and steadily, it regurgitates me
His lover returning
But not quite the same
Gagging and choking and coughing up salt
Slimy skin from the waters embrace
A twisted grin of joy on his face
His out stretched arms
I stand at the shore line
With a glowing smile enticing
Laughing and crying he stumbles forwards
Water logged eyes shining bright
Knowing to him, I’m a glorious sight
Stopping just before my gentle touch
His smile fades as his mind catches up
Why won’t he come closer to me?
Hesitating and questioning his bride before him
His gut screams no but his heart pushes on
A whisper escapes ‘but you were meant to be gone’
I smile graciously as I reach for his hand
‘My sweet love, but I’m here now, follow me’
Holding and locking our fingers together
Turning to face the calmed, silent sea
Swallowing us whole to the depths to be free
In a tomb together, my lover and me

She quietly sits,
Evaluating the words she
Let escape her lips.
Fighting with the anger,
Igniting her naked
Soul; being her only danger.
Her words are so devastating

One of the strangest feelings
That I can ever recall
Is knowing your tears,
Into your coffee, fall
Not at all changing taste
As all your silent fears
Gently roll off your face

I want to go to coffee shops with you
See the world from your point of view
Watch the ocean waves break and crash
Run through the rain as the thunder cracks
I want to sing with you in the morning light
Hear you whisper between us in the night
Stand atop a mountain and take in the view
I want to go to coffee shops with you

I grow under my sky
He shines brightly for me
Nourishes my soul
Fills me with all that I need
He called me his flower
Saying I smell so sweet
And grow in the light
That I bud and blossom
And grow so beautifully
Does my sweet sky know
That he is the light
That makes me grow?
Shining so brightly
On my cloudy days
Raining when I'm dry
Filling me with all I need
Because I am his flower
And he is my sky

Soggy noodles
And the chili I've added
Stinging my dried
Cracked and bright pink lips

Freezing air
And my delicate skin
Stinging and burning
My now rosy raw cheeks

I deeply long for the stinging in my chest of the crisp winter air and I've found an affinity for the rawness of my cheeks after the bitter wind bites me

The constant mental banter
    Back and forth yes or no
        Do I disappoint my love
            For a moment of instant gratification?

            Do I throw away recovery
        Three solid months
    Itchy skin and hateful thoughts
For a moment of instant gratification?

                                                               ­                                                         And I'm so full of regret
                                                                ­                                                     Because it wasn't worth it
                                                              ­                                                       And I hurt my best friend
                                                          ­                                         For a moment of instant gratification

          A moment of instant gratification
          That wasn't even gratifying
          Wasn't in the slightest, satisfying
          Harboring a moment of regret
          For something he won't forget
          But I tried in vain to justify
          The actions I couldn't dignify
          Words that trickled like thorns
          Oh how I wish I waited a minute more
          And not let their whispers win
          Screams rather, as they crawl in
          They soothed their shrieks
          And gently brushed my cheeks
          And convinced me it didn't count
          If it didn't bleed on my account  
          But he held my close and said it did
          I can't swallow it, but it's true, I backslid
          "But it didn't leave any marks to show"
          My mind screams and my heart does echo
          "I didn't bleed in the slightest my dear"
          Disappointing him is a biggest fear
          As immaturity grasps at my soul
          I have to accept my repercussions in whole
          Three months down the drain
          And causing my best friend pain
          Not a scar to show for what I've done
          But away from me, he'll never run..

It's be six long years
Tainted by many tears
As this demon called harm
Crawled into her arms
But she met this guy
Who became her sky
He's improved her life
She'll become his wife

Her blades been thrown away
Her demon can no longer stay

So many times
She carved words
Into her smooth flesh
But they never stayed
They never stayed
The deep purple scars
Haunting her perfect thighs
Oh they always stay
They always stay

With such a heavy heart
I dust off and carry forth
The weight of my world
The weight of the entire earth

          Holds me by the ankles
          By the wrists and neck
          Baring down on all I am
          Waiting for me to break

                   The harder I try to fight
                   The tighter the suffocating grip
                   Even some good days
                   I wonder if I'm sick

                            Such a sad little thing
                            Just want to spread smiles
                            Maybe that's the reason why
                            I go through so many trials

I'll spend the rest of my life
Trying to put into words
The love consuming my soul
For everything you are

You are my sky
And I no longer fear flying

All my life
there have been guys
this one, that one
this and that
But this time..
With this guy..
I had to take a step back.
My whirlwind was calmed,
And everything was right.
I looked in his eyes
Such beauty and love..
And suddenly he was the only one in sight.

The sparkle in his eyes
When he's doing his best
His arms his embrace
My ultimate place of rest

Two halves of one heart
Two halves of one mind
To share one life
Together completely entwined

All that he is, so perfect to me
A love that's light on the darkest days
Encouraging, uplifting, tightest embrace
He's explored my minds dark dark caves

Not a doubt in my soul
And by my side he remains
And by his I'll stand true
Even when my sky rains

I'll give him my all, my very best
Such  joy from our lives being combined
I'll be his light when he loses his way
Till the days we hobble and walk with canes

I
     will
            be
                immeasurably
                    happy
                        with
                           you
                            my
                             sweet
                              love

My sweet lovers body, my man
My best friend in the world,
Can be incredibly ****
He can be hot
He can be
Irresistible
And make me tremble..
But he is more.
His body is strong and sturdy
He can hold me up,
In more ways than one..
He is perfectly made
Such exquisite art
And his every inch
Fits with mine
Better than any..
But he is more.
His love for me
His passion for art
The music in his veins..
A heart so pure
So strong
So caring
But when alone
Just he and I..
Vulnerability
Which holds such beauty,
I cannot rightly
In any string of words
Express..
But he is still more.
His arms bring me safety
His chest gives me rest
He is my comfort..
Every detail
That makes up my love,
Gives me joy
And his heart
His beautiful heart
Gives me peace

I want to say
My darling dear
Let me count the ways
I know you love me

You told me before
You'd never do distance
Or so you swore
They never work out

But here we are
Madly in love
My lucky star
You've become

You're my best friend
My brave dear knight
My heart you mend
The brightest light

You told me before
You'd never do distance
Or so you swore
They never work out

I want to say
My darling dear
Let me count the ways
I know you love me

A growling tummy
Itchy scars
But you just want to feel
Beautiful
Skinny
Free
Feel anything really
Other than the darkness
Trying to bring you back in
As an old comforting friend