And oh, I've learned
What I do
What I cause
That these things
At the very root
Are my cause

I do not show you
Proper love
Or respect
Or how incredible
Your worth is

And because of this
These things remain
These struggles
This pain you feel
I'm so sorry I do this
To you
My love

Would it be so much better
If I were just
Gone?

I love you

And I nearly drank to my limit of beer
And as I sat there on the toilet and peed
I realized my life is not nearly as hard
As one may think or so it may seem
For what are my challenges
When others have had so much worse
Writing whilst touching a buzz
Is so much more fulfilling, it hurts
I'll edit in the morn, when I'm dry and when I wake
For then my thoughts will be gathered
For goodness and poetic sake

Oh these agonizing questions
Tormenting my mind
Ripping my thoughts to shreds
Just leave me alone
Get out get out burn away
Leave me to my own devices
I'll find my peace
I'll find my way

A shirt that smells like you
Feels like a tight hug
and sweet kiss
On my heart
As it renews

Oh lord
My loving lord
Aside from you
And the love you provide
I am beyond speechless
Beyond my words
I thank you so passionately
That he is mine

Dance with me, my skeleton groom
Our bones tangling up, as we move

I am only yours, down to the core

Infectious smile
Like the sweetest disease
My lip have never touched
Such a delicate taste
As the gentle toxin
Secreting from your lips