Watching him enjoy something
Something he knows
No matter what it is
Is such an honor
Of the highest degree
The way he glows
Shines
Beams and smiles
Knowing every word
I am beyond blessed
To see that side
That no one else gets to
My pride my joy
My best my love
Thank you
For sharing with me
Without using words

Sometimes when he calls me baby
I feel so safe and secure
From such a simple word
Sometimes when he speaks
I can almost feel it
The warmth of him pulling me close
When I draw away
Curling up
Closing off
Shutting out
Everything

Go away
You horrid voice
Go away
You wretched ache
I am not ugly
My body is not
A disgrace

I like knowing everything about you
The sad thing is you don't know everything too
You say it's alright, you say that it's fine
To me it just feels like your lying
I'm glad I do all the things for you, you say I do
I just really hope I start to feel them too....

My eyes won't stay open
        if
            I stare
                any longer

My flowing words
My stumbling pen
A poem that never ends
Unsteady hand
Constantly at work
Drawing painting
Creating things for you
Just to desperately grasp
At showing you
How much you mean
Though words and gifts
Will always fail
My Love My Sky
Every breath in these lungs
Every beat of this heart
Is for you

I just want
To take a deep breath
And dive
Feel the water rush
Cover every inch
Tangle my hair
Flood my ears