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Joy Oct 2017
I Want You To Meet My Cat.

I Take More Pictures Of Myself Smiling Because Of You.

Also I Told My Mom About You, So It's Basically Official Now.

I Know I Orbit You A Lot Sometimes I Just Can't Stop.

Something About Looking Into Your Eyes Is Different Now.

Looking At You Makes Me Think That Love Is Underrated.
October, 2017

The infatuation is under control but if I get alone with you again, it's gonna explode.
Joy Oct 2017
When have I been so ruled by want,
When have I been so waned by desire?
October, 2017
Joy Oct 2017
I can only imagine that listening to you breathe
Is like watching the Pope discuss theology.
You do everything so well.
Fuckkkkkk, this is getting out of hand. But honestly, I can't think of a single thing I want more right now, and it's driving me mad. Maybe. . . I'm wrong about all of this? God, who knows.

October, 2017
Joy Oct 2017
You were sitting there,
Golden like a goddess,
With your eyes wagging lazily
Between the clutter and clatter of
Four jagged edges that made up
One sticky bartop.

The piano bounced in heavy thumps and steps
Like six inch heels
On a graceless girl
Who is dragged through the streets
Only by the sweet bait
Of a lover's giggle
To a hotel room that feels
A lot like home.

Your hands and face and eyes
Are pink as they pick through the pile,
Slotting in and out of Coach and Lucky
For a little black dress.
The thinning hallway smells like burnt cigarettes
And used condoms.

Arms folded like laundry,
Hair falling like linen,
I can smell the Coco and pushed out ahs
Fogging up my sight, dizzying and sultry,
As you dive beneath what feels like a thousand white sheets.
Sticky, wire-lashes sink
Under mountain-high, colored-cotton threads.

Your eyes are the glow of a casino.
You look right at me,
And I've won the lottery.
October, 2017
Joy Oct 2017
The fever blazes on -
I must be somewhat masochistic or something
Because I'm so **** in love with making a fool
Of myself.

Hollywood wails on, naked and lonely without us.

I see a lot there in the future -

I see so much it hurts sometimes.
October, 2017
Joy Oct 2017
I wanna listen to you talk all night long
October, 2017
Joy Oct 2017
I know I made an *** of myself
And I know I did ****** things

But I know I'm not a ****** person
I refuse to believe that.

Maybe I'm being prideful or whatever,
I don't care.

I'm not a ****** person.
I don't want to believe that ever again.
October, 2017
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