Kingafroninjaa

Kingafroninjaa Dec 2011

They don't know about the love we have for each other.
Do they know about the silly nicknames we have for each other?
The hearty laughter we shared from our inside jokes?
Or the secret language that belongs strictly to us?

They don't know about the love we have for each other.
Do they know about the intimate passion that we would constantly fall victim to?
The brief moments when we held heaven and hell in the palm of our hands & spoke to God?
Or the vulnerable moments where we released the private sections of our past?

They don't know about the love we had for each other.
Do they know that we used to be one soul but now we are just two bodies?
The days that we spent arguing and spilling tears over the silliest little things?
Or the day he released my soul so he can rest in the arms of his lioness?

They don't know about the love we had for each other.
Do they know about the fantasy world she trapped herself in to escape the life without him?
The nights she spent wandering when she would finally numb the aching pain?
Or the times she wished she could go back to her past & forget ever meeting him?

They will never know.

Kingafroninjaa Dec 2011

Untitled.

In the stillness of the night
There is no sound to be heard,
There is no light to be seen,
There is no love to be lost.

She closes her eyes for the last time, waiting.
Waiting for the soothing pitch in his voice to ring in her ears.
Waiting for that flicker of happiness to return to her eyes.
Waiting for his unconditional love for her to return.

Her subconscious drifts away, pondering.
Pondering on the missing words that has been so easily forgotten.
Pondering over the deception of adultery that has been caught in the act.
Pondering whether the love he had for her was authentic and pure.

In the stillness of the night,
The words have turned into a faded memory.
The tears dried and evaporated in the summer breeze.
The love floated away along with the rest of her soul to the heavens above.

Back from my hiatus

Kingafroninjaa Nov 2011

Cheat.

They knew they shouldn't be doing this..
He brings his face close to hers so their lips could meet.
There's a chance they're going to be caught..
He grabs her by the waist and gently lays her down.
They're going to end up regretting it..
Their bodies gradually turns into one soul.
Their shallow breaths matching each other.
She lets him inside hoping he'll stay.
Their movements becoming fast paced and in-sync.
They are holding heaven in the palm of their hands.
For that brief moment in time, he is hers and she is his.
Their high comes down and reality knocks on their door.

I knew I would regret it.

Kingafroninjaa Nov 2011

Dark & Twisted World.

I remember the days when my world was pure & innocent.
Those were the days when I could always feel the sun embracing my ebony flavored skin.
The days when I knew no matter what, there will always be a happy ending.

But now..
My life is anything but pure & innocent..
Those days are nothing but a distant memory..

I've seen too much that no one should ever witness.
I've said too many things that no one should ever express.
I've experienced too much that no one should ever deal with.

Continual darkness confines her to this world with no chance of escaping.
The moon used to visit daily but just like everyone else, he left without saying a word.
They all commit suicide once they get a taste of what lays inside of her dark & twisted world.

She patiently waits for the day that glimmer of hope will come back into her life.
But little does she know, that shimmer of sunshine is waiting for her to realize that he hasn't left yet.
When will the day come for her to open her eyes to see the light she craves for is right in front of her?

Kingafroninjaa Nov 2011

Ghosts.

Who is this ghost in the corner of my eye?
I've seen that ambiguous shape before.
Was it in a nightmare?
Or from a repressed memory?
I can't shake this feeling that I've seen this ghost before..
I want to meet this ghost..
But I'm worried of what secrets the ghost holds.
It's concealed itself in the dark abyss..
This dark abyss is beckoning to me..
It feels so warm against my skin..

Ghosts of my pasts.

Kingafroninjaa Nov 2011

Is This What You Wanted?

Is this what you wanted?
To see my wrists splitting open to show a ****** smile?
To see my eyes become red as another tear sheds.
Does it make you feel powerful?
To see me cower in the corner in a fetal position?
To see my body become numb & cold
How does it make you feel?
To see me become a shell of my former self?
To see me question every single advance.
I need to leave.
I have to leave.
I will leave.. Soon..
I'll change.. I promise..

Kingafroninjaa Nov 2011

Kidnapped.

Standing outside her window..
He patiently waits for his moment to strike.
How is she able to weaken him without even meeting?
Is it so wrong that all he wants to do is keep her to himself?
He can't seem to find the strength to break away.

Sitting by her bedside..
He stares at her petite body while she's enters her dark & twisted world.
How is she able to leave him utterly breathless without even speaking?
Is it so wrong that all he wants to do is to just hold her and never let her go?
He needs to leave but the mere presence of her lifeless body has him trapped.

Staring at her body..
That he held in his red stained hands, he wonders what has happen to him.
How can this black beauty have the power to overthrow his 6ft build?
Is it so wrong that all he wanted to do was to make sure no one else can have her?
The girl that has haunted his thoughts & dreams finally belongs to him and no other.

She gets to sleep in his arms forever.
He gets to keep her in his arms forever.

Somewhat of a macabre Romeo & Juliet.