Kinara

Kinara Apr 2014

i count calories like money
200 cal?
nope i cant afford that
550?
ok ill splurge
no spending today
im saving for dinner later
whats 1/4 of a serving size?

Kinara Apr 2014

The only option *trigger warning*

what happens when your pushed into a corner?
**** gets thrown at you left and right
you wanna beat the **** outta someone
or curse someone out?
or when you need a blunt
but you cant get one?
or when you just wanna stuff you face but you know you'll get even fatter?
well...
you take a razor
you press into your skin
and you close your eyes
and you drag it through your skin
taking in every seconed

please do not do what i do,there are other ways too cope ***, stay strong **

#triggering

Kinara Apr 2014

Untitled

i wake up every morning longing for more sleep
i look at the clock
im already behind schedule
i leave my my room to see my family
my biggest bullies
i go through the motions of getting ready for the day
i look in the mirror and im unsatisfied with what i see
but i feel hopeless about being able to change it
i go through my day experiencing small bits of joy
but mainly bordem, lonlieness, and unluckieness
i get home on whatever time depending on the day
and i go to my room
then i see and hear you
through my laptop and tablet
and i realize its not so bad
thankyou for being my source of joy
i love you liam james payne

Kinara Apr 2014

Liam James Payne

Liam James Payne**
my baby
my perfection
my sun
you light up my heart with just one smile
my heart feeds off of you
like your junkfood
you are
your junkfood for my heart
your not right for me
your too perfect
how can your flaws be beautiful?
well they are
am i in love?
with someone who i've never met?
a...
popstar?
no
im just a fool
a pathetic little girl
who let a perfect guy
invade my heart

one direction

Kinara Apr 2014

Boyband

"thats what the want you to know"
"they're just a boyband"
"you really think the give a **** about you?"
"your crazy"*
these are a few thing my friends tell me when i talk about my boys
but they dont know
they dont know about our relationship
even tho my boys dont know me i know that my boys love me
they dont know about my fandom and our powers
they dont know how sweet my boys are
or how better they make me
all they see is their stereotypes
they only know what they hear on the radio
or what they see on the t.v.
they only know the hit songs
and none of the other hidden tracks
they dont know how strong this fandom is
they dont know how many lives the boys have changed

when i say "my boys" i am talking about the members of my favorite boyband.

#boyband #fandoms

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