I once had a future,
that was lost it in time....

From the times of my past,
where my roll defines me...

From once having everything,
to losing it all....

The things we chase.....
The things we lose....

Are a glimpse in time,
where things were abused...

The things we give....
The things we no longer take....

Are things we desire,
to no longer be fake...

Feelings change,
as time passes us by...

As our mind grows,
our outlook on life changes...

Has you life changed you,
or have you changed your life..

Should I            change              I Should
Could I             change              I Could
Would I            change              I Would

Old                  change                New

Mentality      ­  change                Mentality

  Why              change                   When

  Past               change                   Present

A hard thing   change               To the Future

 EVERYTHING CHANGES

Trying to lose the shadow of my past
Every night it reminds me of who i am

It stalks me and constantly talks to me
Trying to direct me to my old ways

Those feelings are about gone and
my shadow seems to be changing

It now looks for a clean life without hurt
The hurtful ways have seemed to vanished

The mindset is very new and very driven
Hurtings has changed to helping others

The angry side is now the kind side
The manipulating side is now the teaching side

Anyone can change if you want it
Never think you are invensable

Because one's time does come!!!!!!!

Anger, Respect, and Love
Will never go together
Only their characteristics
Will be passed

Begin to see youself, for example;  
Being an angry person.
See yourself as a forgiver
Instead of the anger you carry
Have the feelings of forgiveness
Each time you do
The promises of god
Will be more real to you
And your faith will grow

I notice in life that we sometimes forget to dream. I mean dream about what you want out of life.

Are most people afraid of falling short,
being overwhelmed or they just don't try.

My definanition of dreaming is not about money, it's about life.

What makes you feel the feelings you never had before.

It's sometimes natural to feel that somethings can't be reached.

But if you don't try it will never happen.

I love the saying "Chase Your Dream", it is so true.

I've already accomplished a lot of my dreams that brought me happiness. But there were no feeling involved.

Life is to short not to dream.

Always love your dream and it will come true. With dreams comes passion.

This is something that is lifelong fullfilling.

These can be simple things, such as:
Your own home...
A fancy car...
Yet that's surreal.....

Real dreams,
Your god given talent....
An artist
Your own business
To help our youth

Never give up, never lose sight of your dream. As long as you set your mind straight you can accomplish just about anything you want.

i want you to remember
this time and place

where people are killing
this human race

chemicals between us

there's love and hate
with no grace

street killings
bomb explosions
where no one feels

these things they do
for love and hate

to people we love
god forsake

i wish no harm to no one
now make a turn

find yourself
in a forgien land, like a refuge
how does it feel, to take their place

chemicals between us
about love and hate

we'll never get to know them
this human race

why does everyone do this
to our human race
to people who love

we expect it know
from this human race

Please...
Please...
Please...
As i drop to my knees...


I look to the heavens...
While i count to 7...

A game as a child...
That felt so wild...

A first ***** squeeze,
A blush and red cheeks...

We come out of the closet,
with all eyes amongst us..

The next 2 go in,
and then come out...

Did one get lucky,
and out pops a child...

Not ever being told,
keep your **** on hold...

Like truth or dare,
yet never swear....

A childish game,
that can drive u insane...

One potato...
Two potato...
Three potato...
Four...

We begin this game,
by running afar..

If your it,
a game of hit and miss...

Like Marco Polo in a pool,
no cheating is the rule..

As we close our eyes,
and drift to sleep...

Childhood games,
is what i miss..

Please...
Please...
Please...
As i drop to my knees...


I look to the heavens...
While i count to 7...

A game as a child...
That felt so wild...

A first ***** squeeze,
A blush and red cheeks...

We come out of the closet,
with all eyes amongst us..

The next 2 go in,
and then come out...

Did one get lucky,
and out pops a child...

Not ever being told,
keep your **** on hold...

Like truth or dare,
yet never swear....

A childish game,
that can drive u insane...

One potato...
Two potato...
Three potato...
Four...

We begin this game,
by running afar..

If your it,
a game of hit and miss...

Like Marco Polo in a pool,
no cheating is the rule..

As we close our eyes,
and drift to sleep...

Childhood games,
is what i miss..

i was three years old when kennedy was shot
this was the first time i crid, for a man that i did not know

love me do was my favorite song from the beatles
a band i never knew

my favorite love song was
was once upon a time there was an angle

like a soft summer breeze those days are gone
and just a haze in my mind

these memerious we should never forget
the loving times of care with love

our curiosity, our feelings
of this new place

a world that we didn't know
a place we'll never forget

Where did it come from, how could this be
What is this life, that has been given to me

They are so young only fifteen
Is it a sign of what's is to come

How should they know, how should they act
They never had a baby, is it a trap

It makes them think about their life
To do what's right for the baby's life

In the house of the Lord,
I pray to seek.....

To learn about love,
and how to help the weak.....

Some say I'm anointed,
for the mind a have.....

I have direction from God,
to get what I have....

It's not always about money....
It's the respect I have....

Not just for myself,
but for the ones in my path....

This poem I write,
I dont know why.....

I'm sitting in church,
absorbing the word.....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
take me to never never land....

A place so beautiful,
where love can be found....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
lets run off together in this unsought land.....

Is love our reason.....
Is love our fate....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
your so beautiful with a life to give.....

If I had one slipper,
could you love me.....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
lets run off together before our time ends.....

Is this a dream,
that will tell my tale.....

you live the future in fire
you love to break the law

which one can you trust

you love to bring sorrow
you love to bring pain

i want to meet you and shake your hand
you are the reason for change

we are all god's children
come on in

love is for real

Because of my past
Is why I am this way

Because of my past
I expect these things

Because of my past
These are the things i know

Because of my past
This is who i am

Really

Why does one only dwell on the hard times and forget the good
Why does one not focus on being proactive instead of reactive

The past is the past
If you dwell on the past
You will never change

Change your sights and
Come to Terms

Hello,
Is there anybody in there?

Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?

Come on now
I hear you're feeling down

Well, I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again

Relax
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon

You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying

When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons

Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand

This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb

O.K.
Just a little pin *****
There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick

Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good

That'll keep you going through the show
Come on, it's time to go.

When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse

Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone

I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone

I have become comfortably numb.

What are conclusions
Is it a place to stop

A place to take a break
or just time to regather our thoughts

Is it being polite not to bore
or is it a way to make a score

Conclusions in life
Can't be put on paper

We have to live them out
Before we go to our grave

I have nowhere else to hide
I try to wash this skin from hate

With a dark craving mind
I try to put the past behind

In this coat beneath the layers
I need to lose this selfish pride

What can I do to make this right
I'll confront the stars tonight

It is time, Lord
From the dry dust
Out of these chains
From the Devil's house

It is time, Lord
To take me
From the dry dust
Break me
From these chains
Bring me
From the Devil's house

Take me out of darkness
Walk me out of blindness
Lift me out of sadness
Save me from my ******-ness

Please, Lord
It is time, Lord

As the winter moutian winds,
crest into the sky....

There are many people,
with tears in there eyes...

Tears of joy....
Tears of hurt...

Like a howling moon,
much is at stake...

As the stars divide,
Like feelings we hide...

The truth can be told,
to cleanse ones soal...

These feet have been ridden,
for the life they hold....

With misfeelings of love....
To holding the hurt...

Is life's meaning,
to conquer and divide.

Rain in the sunshine
A smell of fresh air

The feelings of happiness
With love and care

With eyes that behold
With a curious mind

Be that one person
Be one of a kind

Love your life
By loving others

Were all God's creatures
That means you and me

If you don't believe in God
That's OK

Just be a loving creature
That's all you must be

We all don't know him
We live content ways

Be a life giver
And continue life's ways

You now have broke me
Your my master

Into the flood again
I made a big mistake
To get my own way

Same old trip I was on
Do I have to stay

Have to run
To far away
Just to get home

If I could
I only would

To get my own way

as our life is now, will never be like it once was
is your life what you wanted it to be or does life have you

your life will always be different, things always change
we cannot control change, so we must change to control

change we cannot sometimes control, because time won't stop
so we always must try to stay in control
control of our lives and who we want to be

always be your own person, and let no one
i mean no one guide you but yourself

As she whispers
Razor into my ears

It cuts straight to my heart
As she manipulates me

She say's she loves me
As she stabs my heart

Then she twists it in
As she steals my heart

She guides me with a leash
She says you better listen

She plays these games
That crush my heart

Why does she do this
Do this to me

Why do I live
This life of misery

When you think of poems,
you think of rhymes.....

When you think of life,
you think of times....

When you think of feelings,
you think of healing.....

When you think of hurt,
you put love first....

When you think of pain,
it will drive you insane....

When you know your right,
you will always fight.....

Our minds we have,
will always be there....

So controls your thoughts,
that's where it starts...

I sometimes converse with myself
only to get lost in the conversation

I sometimes converse with myself
only to realize that I am babbling

I sometimes converse with myself
only to get bewildered by what I say

I sometimes converse with myself
To try to figure out what I am doing

I sometimes converse with myself
To thank my lucky stars

I sometimes converse with myself
To thank God for helping me though hard times

I sometimes converse with myself
To figure out how am I still alive