I SOMETIMES DON'T THINK
ABOUT WHAT I DO

NEVER THINKING
OF HOW IT COULD AFFECT YOU

THE TIMES THAT I CARED
THE TIMES THAT I SHARED

I HOLD THINGS INSIDE
I WISH YOU NO HURT

BECAUSE I CARE

TAKE A JOURNEY THROUGH YOUR MIND

As we sit here and ponder,
about our life

What could go wrong
or
What could go right

We think of things we never had
We think of things that make us sad
We often wonder about the life we had

so ponder about your life
and the live you will have

Pondering is something
That we all have

Don't think about what you do
Don't think about what you write

Just close your eyes and think about life

About the life you had
About the life you will
About your dreams
And
About your WILL

Mellow Dramatic
is nice

But so is my
PITBULL
named
GYPSY

a menace to our mind
with feelings of depression

we try to find silence
with ringing in our ears

yet, we try to understand
but nothing is quite clear

with this feeling of depression
we always keep it near

we fight and fight and fight
to try to figure it out

but these feelings of depression
holds me very tight

after many years
I finally lost my fears

my fears were somewhat simple
but I still lost many years

Good Morning Everyone
Sit back and read

Enjoy this Adventure

From
"Hello Poetry"

That they bring
for
You and Me

It might be sad
But it could be good
It's about Heart Ache

About things if we could
About things we should

About LOVE

But most important
it is life

our
EXPERIANCE'S
our
DREAM'S
our
THOUGHT'S

to give is an honor
to take is a mistake

bless the receivers
hunger is a mistake

everyone should show love
with care and forgiveness

pray for the needy
pray for the sick

have compassion
for everyone you meet

don't say you don't know them
don't show them hate

life can be easy
but we still make mistakes

don't worry about problems
they will fall into place

always remember
he died for our sake

GOD IS GREATFUL
GOD IS FORGIVING
GOD IS CARING
GOD IS THOUGHTFUL
GOD IS SHARING
GOD IS LOVING
GOD KNOWS ALL
GOD GAVE US JESUS

JESUS HIS SON
JESUS OUR TEACHER
JESUS SHOWS RIGHT
JESUS KNOWS BEAUTY
SHOWS NO SHAME
JESUS WILL GO HUNGRY
SO WE CAN EAT
JESUS WILL SUFFER
SO WE SHOULD KNEEL
JESUS DIED FOR US
TO SET OUR SINS FREE
JESUS CHRIST
WHO BRINGS US TO HEAVEN
THE SON OF THE FATHER
THE FATHER OF LIFE
OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN

i should of spent my time caring
as ya'll have done for me
ya'll brought me love
so i could be free

you've alway told me
i better beware
i take life for grant it
and i was going no where

i wanted my way
cause i thought i was right
i did some things wrong
that i've should of done right

can you forgive me
from in your heart
can you love me
and tell me where to start

i can tell you i love you
i can tell you i'm sorry
yet thats easily said

let me prove it
so we can love again

how can i say, i love you, with out using words

a hug and a touch with care, with a glymps of love in the air

just a peck on the cheek, makes me complete

when your away, my love is the strongest

When you say shhhhhh, you make me crazy

when i think of you, i want to feel you

when i first saw you

i was the luckest man in the world

if you are a dreamer

you have much more then others

non dreamers
are
non believers

so when you dream

DREAM BIG

and

you will never fail

ARE WE POETS, WRITERS
OR
ARE WE JUST HURTING INSIDE

Does what I say, really matter

You sometimes say that i'm a bother

If you only knew and you never will

This game you call love

Is were you get your thrills

It's never about us

It's always about you

it's a ****** up thing

when it's not about us

will you ever learn better

i want you to see

i wish you no harm

but you can't harm me

*******

Is it my turn to wish you were lying here
I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping

Is it my turn to fictionalize my world
Or even imagine your emotions, to tell myself anything

Is it my turn to hold you by your hands
To tell you, I love you and you not hear me

Is it my turn to totally understand
To watch you walk out of my life and not do a **** thing
If I have to give away, the feeling that I feel

If I have to sacrifice
If I have to take apart,
Is there anything that I would not do,

I apologize for all the things I've done
I'm underwater and I'm drowning

Is it my turn to be the one to cry
Isn't it amazing how some things completely turn around

So take every little piece of my heart
Take every little piece of my soul

Take every little bit of piece of my mind
If you're gone, inside my times

If I have to give away, the feeling that I feel
If I have to sacrifice

If I have to take apart, all that I am
Is there anything that I would not do

I'd die without you

derogatory, snide and mocking
demoralizing things
without saying your sorry

a ****** up thing
without realizing

you hurt someone
without even trying

the ones who do this
are the ones that don’t care

it’s never about others
it’s all about them

they will never learn
nor will they ever will

only to know the jokes on them

Sometimes we must listen
Before we talk

Sometimes we must talk
Before we listen

Sometimes we must walk
Before we come back

Sometimes we must learn
Before we walk

Sometimes we must hurt
Befor we cry

Sometimes we must put it away
Before we use

Sometimes we must love
Before we know feelings

Sometimes we must live
Before we die

i sit here and write
with these broken glasses
with this twisted pen
running out of ink
with many thoughts in my head
this is my life
and i'm going

******** CRAZY

Bring dynamite to the fight

If you can't win

Life isn't fair

We can only see
This hand in front of us
In which we hold

It can grasp anger
It can hold love

Craddle it
Control it

Let it be

Because your luke warm
I will spear you
out of my mouth
like blood through
the air
Like a shadow
in doubt
with no shame
within

I JUST FOUND
MY PRISON PEN

WHICH I ONLY HAVE ONE

ONE FOR RELEASING

ALL OF MY DREAMS
AND
ALL OF MY THOUGHT

THIS PRISON PEN
SETS ME FREE

With the touch of her flesh

The sweat on the small of her back

The sent of her body

The looks she gives me

The ways she sighs

Within her eyes

With passions of Love
or is it
Passions of ***

Be what you wanna be
See what you came to see

Been what you wanna be
I don't like what I see

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... Hell within

And you think you have it still,
heaven inside you

So there's problems in your life
That's ****** up, and I'm not blind

I'm just see through faded, super jaded
And out of my mind

Do what you wanna do
Go out and seek your truth

When I'm down and blue
Rather be me than you

i can be your pain killer
your dose of everyday madness

i'll be your luckey charm
you'll love my feelings in your arms

i'll bring you pleasure
along with saddness

You'll do things
you said you'll never do

I'll be your thoughts
I'm in your dreams

you'll feel the feelings
that you never felt

i'll guide you and coach you
without question

you'll forget your freinds
along with your loved ones

you loved my feelings
when you started

you've learned to hate me
Yet, can't let go

i'm your partner
you love me so

you've learned my selfish way
you've learned them well

life is now hard
exspecially with nothing

you wish for that last shot
to end it all

With old achy bones
Of an old man thats alone

Silent he sits
Silent he stares

He thinks of his life
The life he had

A life with no love
Only plesures and desires

Wanting forgiveness
With feelings of dispair

Dispair from his life
His life full of sin

Sin it was
and
Sin it has been

Never to know
That he could be free

He needed to know

That we are great sinners
Yet, GOD is a greater SAVIOR

I was not always this way
Herion Addiction
For most of my life
But GOD has now saved me
Now I can live my life

GOD BLESS AND LOVE

They call it poetry

But I call it life

Fear from a lover
Fear of another
Fear of hate
Fear to hurt another

Things we fear
Things of Hurt
Things of change

For change of hope
Hope for change

These mysterious ways

Ways of fear
Ways of pain

again I say
put the computer away

what would you do
if society left you

she's only a girl  
like a fish in the sea
just thow her back
so you can be free*

by the way, I love women

WHY,
Why is sometimes
when you tell someone
I love you

that you have to explain
expain to another, for they must feel shame

shame from resentment
resentment from their ways

if they could love another
would they do it another way

with real love in their heart
a heart with no pain
a heart of forgiveness
a heart with no shame

I LOVE YOU

FAITH IN GOD

FAITH IN LOVE

LIVE THIS LIFE

OF

HAPPINESS

embrace change
welcome it into your life

you may be scared
but it may be right

change will come
it something thats real

change in life, that makes you real
it's sometimes hard, it is sometimes surreal

it's something that you may not want
it's something that may make you feel

it could be feelings of
feelings of hate
feelings of good
feelings so great

this word called change

what a simple word
what a complicated thing

It will change your life
It will get you things

This morning I had, a terrible dream
It was the end of the world, which stuck in my head
It made me scared, it made me scream

This face in a cloud, a cloud in the sky, a ski with no sun
A burning red face, with burning red eyes
Was it Satin or was it God,
That then said, we’d be better off dead

It came and went, from time to time
It sat there and looked, with a face that is sound
It’s stuck in my head, this face that’s so real

It’s freighting beyond belief, it felt so real
I woke three times, why won’t it stop
Why is it there, it scared me a lot, why do I care

It was only a dream, which was stuck in my head
Why did it make me, scared when awake
So scared, that I wanted to be dead

I write about it now, while stuck in my head
This dream that I had, this dream that fades away

Shingle of doubt
Trapped in a dark room
Tied to a chair
With no one there
With hands tied behind the back
Of a place, I never want to be
This insane asylum
Is beneath me
No one really knows
What goes on there
We call it a crazy place
For people we don’t need
Is this fair, do you care
Do you know any one there
Proudly not you say no, no with no care
But it’s a life, a life that could care

My *******, my child
I want to hold you tight

Your my everlasting feelings
I want you in sight

Don't do as I do
Just do as I say

I want you to know
I love your ways

The joy that you bring me
From your loving ways

I'll charish them always
With my loving ways

My life was hard
I want your easy

I'll continually share
I want you there

I do these things
Because I care

Have I told you lately
That I have Love and Care

So listen my little baby
I'll always be there

3, 6, 9

Three, six, nine
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco
On the street car line
The line broke
The monkey got choked and
They all went to heaven
In a little row boat


On top of spaghetti

On top of spaghetti
All cover with cheese
I lost my poor meatball
When somebody sneezed
It rolled off of the table
And On to the floor
Then my poor meatball
Rolled out of the door
It rolled to the garden
And under a bush
We then had
A meatball bush


Birdie, Birdie**

Birdie, Birdie
In the sky
Why up do that
In my eye
Aren’t you glad
That cow’s can’t fly

WRITE FROM YOUR HEART AND NOT YOUR MIND

We lose so much talent to addiction
Some of you may not care, but I do
This is my tribute to them

Alan Wilson
Canned Heat

Jimi Hendrix
The Jimi Hendrix Experience

Janis Joplin

Jim Morrison
The Doors

Brian Cole
The Association

Billy Murcia
New York Dolls

Danny Whitten
Crazy Horse

Gram Parsons
The Stooges

Gary Thain
Uriah Heep

Elvis Presley

Gregory Herbert
Blood, Sweat & Tears

Keith Moon
The Who

Sid Vicious
*** Pistols

Lowell George
Little Feat

Jimmy McCulloch
Wings

John Bonham
Led Zeppelin

Darby Crash
Germs

James Honeyman-Scott
Pretenders

Pete Farndon
Pretenders

Paul Gardiner
Tubeway Army

Gary Holton
Heavy Metal Kids

Phil Lynott
Thin Lizzy

Andrew Wood
Mother Love Bone

Brent Mydland
Grateful Dead

Steve Clark
Def Leppard

Johnny Thunders
New York Dolls

David Ruffin
The Temptations

Kristen Pfaff
Hole

Shannon Hoon
Blind Melon

Bradley Nowell
Sublime

John Kahn
Jerry Garcia Band

Jonathan Melvoin
The Smashing Pumpkins

Billy Mackenzie
Associates

West Arkeen
The Outpatience

Nick Traina
Link 80

John Baker Saunders
Mad Season


Bobby Sheehan
Blues Traveler

Wes Berggren
Tripping Daisy

Allen Woody
The Allman Brothers Band

Carl Crack
Atari Teenage Riot

Layne Staley
Alice in Chains/Mad Seasons

Kurt Cobain
Nirvana

Dee Dee
Ramones

Robbin Crosby
Ratt

John Entwistle
The Who

Howie Epstein
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers

Jeremy Michael Ward
De Facto

Tim Hemensley
GOD

Dave Schulthise
The Dead Milkmen

Rick James

Kevin DuBrow
Quiet Riot

Ike Turner

Gidget Gein
Marilyn Manson

Jay Bennett
Wilco

Michael Jackson

The Rev
Avenged Sevenfold


Paul Gray
Slipknot

Mike Starr
Alice in Chains

Amy Winehouse

We are not bad people, we just have bad ways
Yet, not many understand

a run away
a stow away
which one was me

things i couldn't accept
things i didn't want to see

i had one parent
i loved her dear

my fear was greater
so i could't be near

I ran, i played
never wanting to go home
never wanting to stay

the hardest times in my life
i mad them easy

i didn't stay
i ran from affection
to get my own way

i did this a lot
until i was told it was ok

i had to face my fears
before it was to late

I understand it know
that it was love
and never hate

forgiveness in my heart
brought us back together

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you.

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

Oh can't you see
You belong to me

How my poor heart aches
with every step you take

Since you've gone
I've been lost without a trace.

I dream at night
I can only see your face.
I look around but it's you I can't replace

I feel so cold, and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

So much for your promises
They died the day you let me go

Caught up in a web of lies
But it was just too late to know

I thought it was you
Who would stand by my side

And now you've given me
Nothing but shattered dreams

Feel like I could run away
From this empty heart
You said you'd die for me

Woke up to reality
And found the future not so bright

I dreamt the impossible
That maybe things could work out right

I thought it was you
Who would do me no wrong

So much for your promises

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, they called my name
And when you needed me, I came through

Paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew that you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me

Remember yesterday, walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sands, I remember you
And through the sleepless nights, through every endless day
I wanna hear you say, I remember you

We spent the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss

We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you

what does it take
to make people think

most people live for ***** laundry
things to ponder on and worry

worry for what i say

no direction, no control
if you have no direction
you have no control

direction for life
direction to be free
direction for drive

to the place you want to be

we can't fix the past
but we can fix the future

a future with love
a future with honor

Honer

Why do people miss the oppurtunity, to show honer
It's this easy, tell anyone this

It may be strange to them, but good for your Character
and somethings GOD want to see

Tell someone hello
Say good morning

Tell some one good job
Say I love you

Tell someone you like them
Say you care

Tell someone they look good
Say it's a pleasure

Seeds of DisHoner

Don't dishoner your family

Don't have a sour spirit

Don't talk bad about someone

Don't complain

AND BY ALL MEANS*

Do not Judge

What you sew you will reap
Hold that spirit of HONER

WHY HAVE I ALWAYS, BEEN OBESSED WITH ***

YET, NEVER WITH LOVE, TO MANY TIMES

THEY ALL WANTED LOVE, YET' I DID THE TIME

IS IT MY TIME, TO PAY FOR THIS CRIME

IT NOW HURTS ME INSIDE
I WAS A *******
THEY TOLD ME THIS OFTEN
YET, I WOULD ALWAYS LAUGH

BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE
WAS IT FEAR OR REVENGE

THAT LIFE IS NOW OVER
AND IT IS NOW MY PAST

I KNOW HAVE TRUE MEANING
A MEANING WITH LOVE

ONE DAY I'LL FIND IT
AND IT WILL BE FILLED WITH LOVE