I FEARED MY EMOTIONS, FOR MOST OF MY LIFE
TEARS THAT I CRIED, FILLED MY EYES
WITH TEARS OF SADNESS, WITHIN MY EYES

SADNESS HAS NO MEANING, WHICH KILLS OUR FEELINGS
FEELINGS INSIDE, WERE WE SHOULD FEEL ALIVE

LIFE IS VERY STRANGE, IT DOES CERTIAN THINGS
IT CHANGES OUR FEELINGS, OUR FEELINGS WITHIN

MY FEELINGS HAVE NOW COME BACK, THEY BROUGHT ME TO GOD

THEY ARE MY FEELINGS, MY FEELINGS FOR GOD
MY LOVE FOR GOD, HAS BROUGHT ME MEANING
MEANING FOR LIFE, FOR LOVE AND AFFECTION

LOVE FOR OTHERS, IS ALL I CAN SAY
THEY BRING ME GREAT PLEASURE
THEY MAKE ME CRY CERTAIN WAYS

TEARS OF HAPPINESS
TEARS OF JOY
TEARS OF HELPING

ARE MY TEARS OF JOY

you don't know me pretty baby
this does'nt seem what it is
i'm not looking for any anwers
what they should be, will never be
don't give me any answers
things aren't suppose to be
i want you pretty baby
what do you mean to me

any way the wind blows
all i want is to know
that if you would be mine
i'd  love you all the time
so please
be mine

in a heart of need of rescue

not sure what i'm looking for

sweet melodies of a life time

like sunshine in the rain

is the girl i'm looking for

like a shadow in the darkness
like a puddle in the rain

my feelings going nowhere
with misery and pain

i keep searching for the answers

my lifetime adventure

just can't seem to find what in looking for

please someone give me the answer

so i can get what i'm looking for

for my yesteryears of yesterday

so I can make up my dreams

COFFEE

*here i go agian

We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time

And yet I fight
This battle all alone

No one to cry to
No place to call home

My gift of self is *****
My privacy is raked

And yet I find
Repenting in my head

If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead

I'm the man in the box
Buried in my ****

Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut
Jesus Christ, deny your maker

I'm the dog who gets beat
Shove my nose in ****
Won't you come and save me

I know in my heart, thay I would find you one day

I was always lost, until you said hey

My eyes then opened, full of joy

I then saw my soul mate, with love inside

I hoped from that day, that you would be mine

Time has passed and my feelings never changed

I want you to know, that you will always be mine

This thing of life
We sometimes fight

Things that we share
Times we don't care

We sometimes try
But we still get marks

We suffer with pain
Because of our scares

They may not bleed
But there very deep

Emotional scares
That we'll always keep

We shed them lightly
But there deeply rooted

There will  come a time
That we must share

This word of life
and now that I care

Will turn around
Because I shared

Things won't be easy
But I'll try to be fair

Fair with myself
With love in the air

One day I'll grab it
I won't think or stare

It will be mine
And I will keep it there

I now have love in my heart
For those who care

It's something I cherish
And I hold it dear

I now have hope for life
And I know it's there

I'll take my love
Because I really care

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.

And it's whispered that soon, if we all call the tune,
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long,
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind?

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway to heaven.

The low road or the high road
Which one do I choose

Different directions
What shall I do

We change them often
Not knowing why

I try to figure it out
But it only makes me blue

There comes a time in life
That we must choose

The low road or the high road
What’s best for you

Different Directions
So hard to choose

Try to remember
Everything you’ve been through

It’s not a hard choice
Do what you have to do

I’ll bet you’ll guess right
It’s all up to you

It’s now in my sight
I thank you lord

For giving me life

My lord, my savior
My best friend

I knew that you were with me
But I thought it was the end

As I learned
Your numerous ways

My life then shifted
The other way

I’ve always loved you
Never knowing why

My LOVE has change
To understand why

I’m learning your values
You give me strength

You give me faith
To look your way

All I want to do
Is be home with you

The love that we shared
The times that you cared

The love that you brought
The times that we fought

Because of me
It was all about me

I know that you love me
I now realize

I’ll promise you now
That I will never frown

The things that you cooked
The things that I took

My love for you
Has really change

My heart is open
I want you no pain

I never really showed you
How much I Love You

When I make it back
I’ll always be there

This word of love
What a beautiful thing

I’ll always remember
That you BARED me

Both the rich man and the poor man
Live in this fantasy world

The rich man wants more
While the poor man wants hope

More for anything
Nothing for hope

The rich man knows evil
While poor man knows hope

The rich man cries
While the poor man smiles

His confusing ways
With his tarnished eyes

All the poor man wants
Is to have hope from within

To hope for another
To fulfill his simple ways

Promises in the dark
Mean nothing to the heart

With dreams of illusion
With shattered ways

Our bad behavior
Leads to bad ways

The feelings of darkness
With no signs of hope

Can lead to depression
To unfold a growth

A grouth that kills
And its not another

It kills you within
And you will find nothing

Promise yourself
That one day you’ll change

And may God be with you
To fulfill your dreams

LOSE
Resentment
Animosity
Jealousy
Sadness
Hatred
Anger
Envy
Satin
Fear
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­FIND*
Thankfulness
Gratefulness
Forgiveness
Happiness
Hope
Faith
Love
God*
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I DESTROY HOMES, TEAR FAMILIES APART, I TAKE YOUR CHILDREN AND THAT’S JUST THE START.

I’M MORE COSTLY THEN DIAMONDS, MORE COSTLY THEN GOLD. THE SORROW I BRING YOU IS A SIGHT TO BEHOLD.

IF YOU USE ME, REMEMBER I’M EASILY FOUND, I LIVE ALL AROUND YOU, IN SCHOOLS AND IN TOWNS.

I LIVE WITH THE RICH, I LIVE WITH THE POOR, I LIVE DOWN THE STREET AND MAYBE NEXT DOOR.

MY POWER IS AWSOME, TRY ME YOU’LL SEE, BUT IF YOU DO YOU MAY NEVER BREAK FREE.

JUST TRY ME ONCE AND I MAY LET YOU GO, BUT TRY ME TWICE AND I’LL OWN YOU SOUL.

WHEN I POSSES YOU YOU’LL STEAL AND YOU’LL LIE, YOU’LL DO WHAT YOU DO, JUST TO GET HIGH.

THE CRIMES THAT YOU’LL COMMIT, FORM MY NARCOTIC CHARM, WILL BE WORTH THE PLEASURE YOU’LL FEEL IN YOUR ARMS.

YOU’LL STEAL FROM YOUR MOTHER, YOU’LL STEAL FROM YOUR DAD, WHEN YOU SEE THEIR TEARS, YOU SHOUD BE SAD.

YOU’LL FORGET YOUR MORALS AND HOW YOU WERE RAISED, I’LL BE YOUR CONSCIENCE, I’LL TEACH YOU MY WAYS.

I TAKE KIDS FROM PARENTS AND PARENT FROM KIDS, I TURN PEOPLE FROM GOD AND SEPARATE FRIENDS.

I’LL TAKE EVERYTHING FROM YOU, YOUR LOOKS AND YOUR PRIDE. I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU. RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE.

YOU’LL GIVE UP EVERTHING, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR HOME,YOUR FRIENDS YOUR MONEY, THEN YOU’LL BE ALONE.

I’LL TAKE AND TAKE, TILL YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE. WHEN I’M FINISHED WITH YOU. YOU’LL BE LUCKEY TO LIVE.

IF YOU TRY BE WARNED, THIS IS NO GAME, IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE I’LL DRIVE YOU INSANE.

I’LL RAVISH YOUR BODY, I’LL CONTROL YOUR MIND, I’LL OWN YOU COMPLETLE, YOUR SOUL WILL BE MINE.

THE NIGHTMARES I BRING YOU, WHILE LYING IN BED, THE VOICE YOU’LL HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD.

THE SWEATS THE SHAKES, THE VISIONS YOU’LL YOU SEE, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THERE ALL GIFTS FROM ME.

BUT THEN IT’S TO LATE, YOU’LL KNOW IN YOUR HEART, THAT YOU ARE MINE AND WE SHALL NEVER PART.

YOU’LL REGRET YOU TRIED, THEY ALWAYS DO, BUT YOU CAME TO ME, NOT I TO YOU.

YOU KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN, MANY TIMES YOU  WERE TOLD, YOU CHALLENGED MY POWER, YOU CHOOSE TO BE BOLD.

YOU COULD OF SAID NO AND JUST WALKED AWAY, IF YOU  COULD LIVE THAT DAY OVER WHAT WOULD YOU SAY.

I’LL BE YOU MASTER YOU’LL BE MY SLAVE. I’LL EVEN GO WITH YOU, WHEN YOU GO TO YOUR GRAVE.

NOW THAT YOU MET ME. WHAT WILL YOU DO, WILL YOU TRY ME OR NOT, IT’S ALL UP YO YOU.

I CAN BRING YOU MORE MISERY THEN WORDS CAN TELL. COME TAKE MY HAND, I’LL TAKE YOU TO HELL.

girl, I want to touch your body
and there's no one else but you

girl, i want  to touch your body
to let you know that i'm true

girl, i want to give you smooth emotions
because it's all about you

please consider all these emotions
because my life is about you

so reconsider my true emotions
so my dreams will come true

It seems like were worlds apart
I’m not sure where to start

I’ll say that “I LOVE YOU”
I hope it’s a start

The things that I’ve done wrong
We can not change

We must be wise
To feel no shame

Can you please forgive me
Do we have to pass blame

Do we let it pass
To love again

Think when we met
The first day I saw you
I wanted you to the end

Say that you love me
Say that you care

That’s all I need
That’s why I care

The LOVE you bring me
The life we share

I want to grow old with
Because I LOVE AND CARE

A SINGLE TEAR DROP IN MY EYE
FROM MY TIMES OF SADDNESS
WONDERING WHY

IS IT MY LIFE
IS IT A MUST

NEVER KNOWING
COULD IT BE TRUST

GOD LETS US KNOW
IN DIFFERENT WAY

HE GIVES US SIGNS
SO WE CAN TRUST

THE MORE WE CAN TRUST
THE MORE WE CAN BE REAL

THE MORE WE TRUST
THE MORE WE CRY

THE TEARS OF HAPPINESS
WITHIN OUR EYES

The times were great
When we shared our love

The times we cared
The times we shared

Who do you think I am
Who do you think you are

It was all about you
Never about us

All you want to do
Is make a fuss

Why can’t you care
Why can’t you love

Look at you know
And I only cared

Think of our children
Think of their LOVE

It’s not about us
It’s all about them

Can you ever change
Or will you ever will

Always remember
I was the one who was there

IF YOUR LOOKING FOR AN ANSWER

JUST TELL ME WHAT YOUR LOOKING FOR

The things we use
The things we choose

The choices we make
The things we take

Things we know
Never thinking why

The games we play
The things we hate

A passion for life
Never comes into play

The crimes we commit
We never know

When were caught
The times we sought

We thought it was a game
We now face the shame

These choices in life
We should of choose better

Anxious and Awaiting
is how I feel

God has now blessed me
So I can be real

Real love I have
No one can take it

I'll use this LOVE
and
I will make it

No money can buy it
It is my thrill

This word of LOVE
It gives me my thrills

I can now scream
I'm finally FREE

Now I can Live
All of my dreams

I don't know where I'm going
But, I sure know where I've been
Hanging on the promises
In days of yesteryears
I've made up my mind
I’m not wasting no more time

I keep searching for an answer
I never seem to find what I'm looking for
Oh Lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on
I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

Again on my own
With no place to call home
Down the only road I've ever known
Like a hobo, I was born to walk alone

I'm just another heart in need of rescue
Waiting on love's sweet charity
I'm going to hold on
For the rest of my days
I know what it means

But, here I go again

the sun my rise in the east
but settles in a final location

the western world
is looking for total isolation

psychic spies from China
tries to steal our elation

born and raised by those who praise
control of the population

pay you surgen very well
to break the spell of ageing

space may be our final frontier
but it's made in a hollywood basement

mother nature treats us well
and brings us devastation

a tital wave can't save us
from this worlds munipulation

could this be the end
of whats called the western civilization

with destruction comes  with fear and rage
but breeds a new population

Is this animalization

Isolated in darkness
With nothing to see
Is it my mind
Playing tricks on me

Seclusion i feel
Solitude i am
Wanting forgiveness
I don't know who I am

With nothing inside me
Not even my soul
These feelings of nothing
Lead my soul

To see into my life
Which I cannot find
This feeling of depression
Wont leave my mind

Will it turn
Could I be dead
This depressing state
Won't leave my head

I feel lost in nothing
With nothing in my head

Will it turn
or
Am I better off dead