Oh I have felt fear
and oh I have felt love
Is it ok to love my fear
As my fear is the love of my life and the reason of my life
My family is whom I live for
The same family that is against,
the love of my life
They both want me in their life
And their I am trying to figure out
Which weighs more?
Either The Love of my life or
The Reason for My life.

I had the poem in my mind
My mind was filled with all the lines
I thought of writing them all at once
Once I got the pen to write
I found them all hiding,
behind the wall of mind
I asked them to come out of blind
The poem that came out was one of a kind
The kind that savours the mind of a kind.

She was not a foe
she was a lot of love
She left me behind here
Where here is nowhere I know

Am I dreaming things that no one ever thinks?
Am I being illogical or has the world gone irrational?
Am I seeking for answers for which the question is uncertain?
Am I writing in midair or is the world listening?
Am I wasting my time waiting for the right time?

So many doubts in my mind
got to clear I was  determined
asked the perfect he didn't say
asked the cleverest he got away
Then I rushed to the elder
Who was glad to see me there
Instead of answers
he threw me doubts
there I stood still again
Still without any gain..

Of the millions & millions of stars around
I had a special affection towards a twinkling star but the twinkling star didn't want it to be liked by some one else
and there I stood aside my window
staring at the star and wondering
why I was left alone.

Somewhere in the forest I hid my dreams
I bid farewell and let it free
It followed me north it followed me south
 East & west it chased me far
I tried to play hide & seek
it made me feel like a thief
Found a way to getaway
Stay awake so it will go away..