Please quit asking if i am okay
I feel the same as you.
I have been let down once before,
I am not ready for round two.
Am i not making any sense?
What else must i say?
I am sorry for being so tense,
But i don't feel for you the same way!
You make me second guess myself.
Am i really that naive?
All i want is to be alone.
I ask and beg and plead!
The comfort you sow today
Is something like a seed.
It grows deep inside me
soon the peddles wilt away.
If by now you do not get
What i mean by staying true.
Then listen to these last few lines
What i am trying to explain to you.
I know sometimes i seem confusing
I hear it everyday.
But i also know that i am strong and kind
I am beautiful in every way.
If you are not able to treat me
With the utter most respect
Then stop trying to pursue me
I am my own, that is all i have to say.
I know what it feels like for a relationship to fail.
I am trying to explain this to someone who thinks they love me, but i know they are not meant for me.