Kelsey

Kelsey May 2013

Bang

If I had the guts
I would end it all tonight

If I had the guts
This breath would be my last

If I had the guts
I'd die without a fight

If I had the guts
I would be a thing of the past

But I don't
And I won't
But I pray someday I can
End this sorry state I'm barely living in

Kelsey May 2013

Lest We Forget

she sits up high
where no one can hear
the screams
escaping her wretched mouth
no body lends
an ear

if only someone would
hear
if only somebody would
help

maybe
she would feel okay

but until then she sits
screaming
until her lungs
give way
to a new life
a brighter tomorrow

maybe then
they will remember her

Kelsey May 2013

Lest We Forget

she sits up high
where no one can hear
the screams
escaping her wretched mouth
no body lends
an ear

if only someone would
hear
if only somebody would
help

maybe
she would feel okay

but until then she sits
screaming
until her lungs
give way
to a new life
a brighter tomorrow

maybe then
they will remember her

Kelsey Apr 2013

Me

Some are obsessed with
Laughter
Smiles
Kisses
And hugs
I'm obsessed with
Blood
Veins
Blades
And bruises
As twisted as it may be
That's what makes up most of me

Kelsey Apr 2013

The Circle Of Life

Smiling
              Breathing
                                 Eying
                                             *******
                                                              *******
                                                Lying
                               Crying
              Choking
Dying

Kelsey Apr 2013

Untitled

Such a twisted game we play
One moment of bliss
For a thousand more of pain
What do we get from this labyrinth of suffering?
Death
It's the only thing we're promised

Kelsey Mar 2013

The End.

Pretty little pills
Orange, red and blue
Spilling through my fingertips
I took 12, not just 2

Daddy always told me
To be all I could be
Now my goods just not enough
It's done

They won't have to worry about me.