Kelly

Kelly Jun 2017

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For one last time,
I took what I had left of you,
The pictures of our best moments,
Holding it ever so tightly to my chest,
Smiling as my heart ached,
A reminder of how once your warmth felt against mine,
and
There it goes shackled in my drawer to be left untouched,
Time to write a new story,
One without you.

Kelly May 2017

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Hearing your voice once more
felt like the waves of the ocean
the sound of the it crashing on the bed of sand
the way it rushed into the crevices of my feet
smothering it beneath the warm salty water
so calm and tranquil
the feeling as if nothing has ever happened
but you turned back
your waves turned away from the shore
leaving my feet cold oh so cold
when you left me
sinking into the soft sand
eyes closed
waiting for the you to come back
but
you never did

Kelly May 2017

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One day if I'm gone
I hope everyone will remember me as the girl who couldn't stop smiling because I never did not even during my last moments;
I hope the loss of my presence on this earth doesn't leave a bitter aftertaste but rather a swift kick of sweetness,
I hope all the pictures and memories of me remind you of the good times; and good times only,
I hope you do forgive me for leaving without a notice.

Kelly Apr 2017

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Its the middle of the day,
On an average Monday,
It's been two days since you told me you'd never feel the same way again,
Four months since I've told you to go away,
Two months since I asked you to come back and stay,
Eleven months since I fell for you
and prayed that you would felt the same way too

Its the middle of the day,
On an average Monday,
I'm walking in the mall two steps behind everyone,
With my head bowed down, and my arms tucked in the pouch of my jacket,
Clenching my fists, holding back the tears,
Swallowing my regrets, smiling my pain away
As I'm saving it for later
So no one will ask
Whether I was okay; I was obviously not.

Today wasn't an ordinary Monday,
Today marks the day I give up trying to find happiness because I know it wont be here to stay.

Kelly Apr 2017

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Hearing your voice again
Felt like the best thing I've had in a while
Gosh how I missed you

Kelly Apr 2017

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Pick up the pieces
Glue them back together
It's never the same
I'm swallowing my mistake
Of losing you
My eyes fills with regret
My mind says things
I wish I could've told you
But
Don't you see
I'm trying my best
To fix what I broke
Giving it my all
To love you right once more
All I need is a second chance

Kelly Mar 2017

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Even if it hurts,
I would do anything just to see you once more.