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Feb 2019 · 474
I Understand...
Kelcee All Feb 2019
Missing you terribly
maybe you were right
I alwayz told you to fight
Useless, Im taking flight
See you soon enough
this life is doom
as i sit here wallowing
in this dark room
reminding me of you
*** the pain
show me rain
nothing more to give
call me insane
im really tired
ive suffered soo long
please forgive me
right or wrong...
... Kelcee All
Feb 2019 · 398
Sinking...
Kelcee All Feb 2019
Calling your name
undeniable pain
tortured heartbreak
forced to fake
Justified beliefs
crashing blue reefs
mother nature at play
fierce unbearable dayz...
...Kelcee All
Feb 2019 · 273
Untitled
Kelcee All Feb 2019
Cold dark stare
clearly unaware
open your eyes
if you dare...
...Kelcee All
Feb 2019 · 304
Missing You...
Kelcee All Feb 2019
Change of scene
dark haunting dreams
unable to escape
her delusional past

Inevitable crash
fueled with sin
gathering force
colossal train

cold steel chains
locked in a cage
uncontrollable rage
acting insane

devastating shame
tortured inward pain
color of red
how much she bled
...Kelcee All
Feb 2019 · 302
Rise above...
Kelcee All Feb 2019
We have all  been hurt
disappointed and betrayed
We struggle with choices
We can feel sorry for ourselves
run away and hide
fall into a depressive state
let anger lead to revenge
question our self worth
become bitter souls
living a lonely unfulfilled life...

You have a choice to make
let negativity rule your life
or live a positive happy one

remove yourself from toxic people
believe in yourself
know your worth
accept nothing less

surround yourself with positive people
look forward
leave the past behind

be compassionate and kind
let go of your anger
look into your heart
and always FORGIVE!!!

you cannot control
the actions of others
however,
you have control
in how you respond

this is your life
never allow others to steal your power
be strong
stay true to yourself

Set yourself free
hold your head up high
spread your wings
your ready to fly...
... Kelcee All
Feb 2019 · 349
Letting Go...
Kelcee All Feb 2019
Goodbye my love
Soo much sorrow and pain
Constant struggle
Every minute each day
Drowning in memories
As hard as i try
They will not fade
My heart will never the same
You took what you wanted
You have no shame...
Just to be clear
You lost your own game
You will never forget
My name shall remain
Your demons within
You will never tame...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2019 · 281
Real...
Kelcee All Jan 2019
I am not a monster..
just a misguided host
terrible, selfish, Unforgiveable truths and actions...
never wanted to stray...
words spoken...
never wanting to say...
regretting those betrayed...
but as I lay here in the bed I have made...
I am still beautiful...
enough said...
...Kelcee All
Jan 2019 · 267
Purple casing...
Kelcee All Jan 2019
Purple Shades...
sliding of blades...
light slowly fades...
clearly man-made...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2019 · 207
Once Again...
Kelcee All Jan 2019
Never ending freight train ahead... steady for a moment...
Full Speed Ahead...
Target locked
make your move...
take the bait...
I control your fate...
you shall never know...
your track has shifted...
so look behind...
as I stare...
If we meet again...
in that distant mile...
I will pass u by...
No tear in my eye...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2019 · 313
K...
Kelcee All Jan 2019
Her World a storm..
yet her smile/laughter fixed...
holding back from All...
Letting it Go
Just a bit...
only when alone...
doesn't she know...
it's only the under toe...
soon she will see...
The beautiful, special, confident spirit we all see...
... Kelcee All
Oct 2018 · 223
I give u that...
Kelcee All Oct 2018
He was right
Tried to make me leave
He more than warned
Before ultimate defeat

So kind and sensitive
When not being cruel
He stole my heart
The unspoken rule

Love and hate
We made it to eight
Unspeakable acts
sealed our fate

Too weak on his own
To just get up and go
He had a plan
His true colors shown

No longer does he hold
Our fate in his hands
Passing the buck
Revealing his plan

He got his wish
Now facing time
Thanx for making it easier
To forget your mine...
... Kelcee All
Oct 2018 · 358
Throughout...
Kelcee All Oct 2018
All holds true
you do what you do
maybe one day
feelings hold true

One Moment In Time
express your feelings outside
recreate the scenario
rearranging your mind

Lego landscape
ready to go
say hello to
the ultimate low

Two to every seven
trying to let go
Odds against you
get attending the show

belief in your scenario
able to get through the show
able to keep them afar
not knowing what I know now

thank you for your time
thank you for listening
a ghost with a voice
that voice my choice

one moment
30 or less
180 turn
never to confess

No Love
No hate
no regret
no pain

All That Remains
is that perfect you
no hard feelings
I just bid you adieu
... Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 1.2k
Now i see...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
When we first met
Both broken apart
What a good fit
So i thought

A friend to confide in
We built ourselves up
Fun and laughter
Volcanoe in sight
Soon to errupt

A chess piece unknown
Soon to be played
Not knowing the plot
I happily stayed

Years gone by
Beautiful highs
Heartbreaking lows
The sound of your mouth
Erased your lies

3000 miles away
All i wanted was you
Yet blamed for your sins
After waving goodbye so soon

You played your games
Made new friends
Black and white
Numbed your head

My friend moved on
Easch night and day
He made his choice
What could i say

Days with no sound
Conversations ran thin
To hear your voice
Where do i begin

You said you tried
You never went
Another lie
You chose to invent

You had no choice
So hit the road
Not even realizing
You are a fraud

You had your fun
Till u had no choice
The wall torn apart
Now has a voice...
... Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 209
Truth...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
why did i try
why did i cry
why did u lie
why did u deny

u watched me speak
and denied your truth
do onto others
we learn in our youth

when this moment has passed
and the road is your home
remember i love u
and i wont be alone
...Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 253
trying...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
trying to write
trying to get through
trying to smile
hes the one i miss

love soo strong
gave in to it all
pain full on
blinded by the fall

yet i sit here crying
remembering good times
missing the laughs
wondering whats next

i lie to myself
i lie to my heart
i need to get through this
its tearing me apart
... Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 189
WHY???
Kelcee All Sep 2018
How is it possible to love & miss the ONE person you hate & fear the most ???
... Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 214
I told you...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
A short time ago
Stood a girl in blue
Not her dress
But the way she felt...

A boy she knew
Made her feel brand new
Then took it away
Without a clue

She had no way
To reveal her shame
But felt in his words
Each night and day

What could she say
She had no excuse
She sat in silence
And took the abuse...

She did not feel proud
Pretty or pure
Never to forget
There is no cure

He forgave his love
With each harsh word
And as days had passed
She doubted her world

I do what i say
I say what i do
But for you my dear
I will not allow you

You hurt me once
You hurt me twice
You will not question me
This is my vice

So sit there and take it
Prove yourself to me
I will show you truely
How weak you can be

Until i am satisfied
I will not stop
Your too late
The stage has been set...

... Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 676
Wednesday...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
Back and forth
Day and night
yin and yang
fight or flight

hold that smile
kid yourself later
that ghost Within
is your own creator

Pride & Power
soon will sour
count your blessings
hour to hour

Family and friends
one in the same
they come and go
so remember your name

be kind to all
black a red hearts
forgive yourself
and those who tore you apart

you are no angel
you yourself have done wrong
I write this in hopes
We may all remain strong
...Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 166
Forever...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
He writes to me
As if i dont know
hidden feelings
he cannot show

I may be wrong
Possibility right
Hes always with me
Though out of sight

Truth be told
He has my heart
My one true love
Till death do us part

... Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 201
Blind...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
u dont know
i refuse to show
i am strong
i will grow

i am what i am
im in control
i hold it in
i play a role

so think twice
be very careful
its a learned behavior
i dont need a savior...

i have another side
its beautiful and kind
so i block the other one
i pretend... im blind...

---Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 179
Well ???
Kelcee All Sep 2018
what did i say
did i give it away
thats a topic
for another day...

if u choose to believe
in the words i say
then its your decision
to go or to stay...

i speak from the heart
believe it or not
its up to u
i gave u a head start

so take a moment to think
is she real or is she fake
for maybe one day
you will give and not take...

--Kelcee All
Sep 2018 · 147
Was i...
Kelcee All Sep 2018
do u think of me
or are u free
things are not
always what they seem

ur still here
only a memory
some good
some bad
toxic as they may be

was i a game
something to play
was that the plan
did u have ur say

u played it well
the game is done
and just like u
i had to run

it was worth it
the rise and the fall
i used to wonder
for now thats all...

--Kelcee All
Jul 2018 · 198
Let go...
Kelcee All Jul 2018
Trying to find...
scrambled words in your mind...
release your fears...
show what's inside...

A collection of words...
run rampid and crazed...
Locked tightly within...
as your heart wears thin...

Words to say...
refuse to let go...
There is no rush...
Just take it slow...

believe in yourself...
it may help you grow...

similarities seen...
struggling for order...
you're not alone...
you have a supporter...
... Kelcee All
Jun 2018 · 202
Perspective...
Kelcee All Jun 2018
She gazes to the right...
True Luv...
a fight...
never giving up...
4Ever reaching...
never losing sight...

He looks to the left...
so much sadness and regret...
struggles of the heart...
he loves her no doubt...

Broken lines...
Scars so deep...
are they are able to love...
or Doomed to repeat...

She runs to the right...
he Swings with his left...
it's time to turn around...
walk by and deflect...
... Kelcee All
... P
Jun 2018 · 128
Look...
Kelcee All Jun 2018
Broken lines on their faces
Reveal life lessons
That fill blank spaces
... Kelcee All
May 2018 · 179
Red and Gold...
Kelcee All May 2018
Heart beats strong
Soo much love
Soo much pain
Soul conflicted
Compromised position

Love and happiness
lines secure
Through the clouds
A smile appears

Times of weakness
Head struggles South
Battlefield forming
Overcome
Maintain order

Let it all go...
Heart and soul take over...

Heart is given
To those loved
Experiences
Memories
Laughter
Fun

A perfect arrangement
Of musical notes
Two versions created
Silent sounds of RED...

Feel the sun
Shine on your face
Beautiful sight
Only for a moment
Devastatingly bright

Raindrops fall
Roll down your face
uniquely drawn path
Creating there own space

Painted hearts
Shades of Red
Combined souls
Shadows of Gold

Red and Gold
Heart and Soul
Be patient and kind
Leave judgment behind

Unique
Intelligent
strong
confident
Talented
Loving
Kind
Protective
Giving
Fun
Whitty

You two are one
Created by two
A gift to the world
Your brother and you...
... Kelcee All
May 2018 · 181
Mom sees U...
Kelcee All May 2018
Deep within oceans of blue
Reflecting miracles
Infinitely within mirrors
Forever shining
Death never blinding
...Kelcee All
Apr 2018 · 143
Time...
Kelcee All Apr 2018
145
that's what's left
all in your head
put yourself in check

patients lost
new life awaits
running so fast
foreseeing the crash

leap of faith
another risk to take
never give in
free will within

fallen angel
Smile so soft
beautiful heart
black wings torn apart

intoxicating UPS
maddening Downs
soaring up high
crash to the ground

in-betweens
A puzzle of sorts
confusing
delusional
incoherent
defiant
irrational
loss-of-control
knife in heart
Face a blank
cannot look
tears of Rage
sadness
death
pain

No more to explain...

... Kelcee All
Mar 2018 · 131
Reaching...
Kelcee All Mar 2018
somewhat focused... yet alwayZ wrong... Climbing the walls...  Singing a song... Feel me reach... Wrists tightly bound... Tired of spinning round and round...  Hold out your hand... Head out of sand... suffering without breath... Begging to understand... If left alone... Future unknown... Help to bury... The demons i own...
... Kelcee All
Mar 2018 · 109
Blind...
Kelcee All Mar 2018
Red rain
Runaway train
Irreversible pain
Unremovable stain

Black and blue
Darkened sky
When we meet
Will i recognize you

Feel the air
Acid burn
Ice cold stare
Blood red hair

Approach
React
Will you care
Or completely
unaware

Cold dead eyes
No longer see
If i could
I would set you free...

... Kelcee All
Jan 2018 · 156
Forever unknown...
Kelcee All Jan 2018
Holding on... To certain death... Treading water... One last breath... You and I... Once lit the sky... When did our love... Begin to die...
Too many lies and untold truths... Attacking each other... We aim then shoot ... Nothing to say... Drinking days away... Creating this monster... Demanding to stay...
Our time apart... Has made things clear... Love now filled with anger resentment and fear...
Invisioning our future... soo long in our heads... Forced us to change... becoming numb instead... Now that we are finally together... Can we still look at each other... and say FOREVER...

... Kelcee All
Jan 2018 · 283
Steel...
Kelcee All Jan 2018
What we are is much the same... Carnival hearts alone and at play...

young and naive... never Play for Keeps... testing the waters... makes you leave... Never Back Down... Don't second guess... put your mind at ease... leave if you please...
selfish yes... waiting for war... looking round corners... Listening through doors... walls so high...  exhaustive Pride...never hiding... Endless fighting... to the death... feel safe... Alwayzzz the end... Do not allow... pride to Bend...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2018 · 160
A Subtle Cry...
Kelcee All Jan 2018
somewhat focused... yet alwayZ wrong... Climbing the walls...  Singing a song... Feel me reach... Wrists tightly bound... Tired of spinning round and round... The faster the spin ... The longer the daze... Hold out your hand... Head out of sand... suffering without breath... Begging to understand... If left alone... Future unknown... Help to bury... The demons that reside...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2018 · 185
DayzzZ...
Kelcee All Jan 2018
Not a typical day..  just another one.. same as the last... searching to find...a Feeling to express...tired of this overwhelming state of deress... drawing of a line... Black, white, red, or green... Makes no difference... White is everything... Make the bed... rest your head... maintain a thought before turning red... Close your eyes and you will see..  the very being you know you should be... here nor there... up or down... a rhombus or Square... Fact or fiction... don't hit the ground... the sound, a reflection... as if a cloud... The Sun Burns bright... as does the fight... The Power Within... Cannot be taken... the Phoenix inside... will always rise... Do or Die... See my demise...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2018 · 155
5 Degrees...
Kelcee All Jan 2018
Cold and alone... Surrounded by ice... This ship has sailed... not once, but twice... Alone with the enemy... His name, a memory... flavor of red... symbol, destruction... eyes so black... A train off track...  four letter word... a whisper unheard... How absurd... after giving my word... stronger he knows... Uses it for sport... Head held high... on his own turf... soon we shall see... my unspoken worth... Alwayzzz winning... along with a friend...  name unknown... but is also red... burns like smoke... darkens your lungs... like his friend... they both win in the end... Open your eyes and see... the dark within ... it has taken over... When you cut you bleed... Find the strength to fly... Feel the need to be free..  it wants you to see... Who you can really be...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2018 · 159
Note to My Lover...
Kelcee All Jan 2018
He changed my world... upside down... inside out... intertwined, not figured out... made him see... who I wanted him to... little did he  know... what was inside of me .. thank God he never found out... crushed before that came about... good for him... be on your way... she's waiting for you... in another day... I no longer want you... no longer need you... you waste my time... You thought I was blind... Matter of time... your colors have shown... passing the test... Ha... put you to rest... I bid you adieu.. wish the world for you... Speak to your God... in that empty Pue...
... Kelcee All
Apr 2017 · 389
As I Wait
Kelcee All Apr 2017
casting Shadows... dreams of Faraway days... spinning in circles... my mind is a maze... I often wonder... what the days will bring... as I sit all alone... watching others smile and sing... hoping one day I will be able to say... I am truly happy... at least for one day... until that time... I try and mask the pain... alone with my demons... I often try to tame...
... Kelcee All
Apr 2017 · 300
Life
Kelcee All Apr 2017
Flipping through pages... both front and back... identifying moments... of time we want back... we live our lives the best we can... We will stumble and fall, get off track...but just as quickly we heal and we're back...Use memories of past experiences as a tool... Some happy and full of laughter... Others are sad and filled with pain... Use this as a guide and Write Your Own Book... Picture your future as you hope it to be ... Now take small steps everyday to shape it... Your future is waiting for you... Go live it...
... Kelcee All
Apr 2017 · 492
Im Fine
Kelcee All Apr 2017
Feeling so empty... so cold and alone... does anyone hear me... just leave me alone... wanting the silence... but begging for an ear... just hear me out... don't question my dear... so much inside... I can't explain.. I just have these feelings... of sadness and pain...
Rolling eyes and grinding teeth... so much anger... in need of relief... Nowhere to Run nowhere to hide... no one to hold me  ...dying inside... hold back the tears quiet the screams nothing is ever What It Seems...
Kelcee All
Feb 2017 · 283
Her Art
Kelcee All Feb 2017
A silhouette dancing just out of  reach perhaps  not. The imagination can be limitless once you've  pierced the veil. What seems erratic is by design. The urge to follow comes over me as I get closer I can just make out the brush strokes. It's not just a two dimensional dance between paint and paper  but the birth of expression freedom overwhelming freedom. The theme on the canvas is a creation of her aura as she flows with childlike ease and fluidity. Once she starts an abrupt stop is not possible and beware each stroke is a honest statement unto itself a glimpse into her soul. Be careful it may bleed, the need to apply a tourniquet  becomes a burning desire. Reaching out intentions pure she whispers "no need" the soothing tone that is assurance caresses you, envelops you, terrifies you. Her persuasiveness is a gift she gives at her discretion capable of changing boys to men, a coward into a soldier.

--Alexander Grey
Feb 2017 · 319
MY BEST FRIENDS JOURNEY
Kelcee All Feb 2017
Would he dare to walk a mile in my shoes... To put his feet in cinder's slippers... marry a handsome prince...who turns out to be just a simple Jafar...
With blind devotion... i let the glass shards of those tight slippers
slice open my heels till I blead...
I thought having dignity  meant pursing my lips tightly... and let my pride alone silence the cry...
Would I allow my mind be an hourderve... to be tasted as mental yeast... with a side of bitter shame....
Would I be the servant and the cook, the tutor, cab driver, the warrior, the lover the ***** of an unfurnished abode....To be thanked by insults and be called out names...
to be the one that he always blames... I felt the sweat of his fist
without being bruised nor hit...
Would I find Alice... call her a fool.
Does she know, there is no wonderland.
If you live to the vow and play by the rule
what about God, his promised land,
does this hourglassed desert
ever feel the touch of his hand.
Will I taste frosted manna
if i run far away.
Or would I challenge the bully
and have it my way.
Does my dream ever leave the blues,
would he look in my eyes
would he dare
walk a mile in my shoes....
... Alexander Grey
Feb 2017 · 393
Pay Attention
Kelcee All Feb 2017
Paintings removed... the frame still remains... years gone by... but I remember the day... once dependent without a choice... now seeks guidance with their newfound voice... decisions to make... at every turn... hard lessons ahead... won't go unlearned... hold on tight... to friendships made... not all will last... some will fade... you can't prepare... for when your heart breaks... we all have flaws... we make mistakes... we look ahead... and try to prepare... there are no signs... that says stop, beware... we stand in line... waiting our turn... pay attention, stay focused... so much to be learned... what looks like progress... of an attainable goal... can disappear in an instant... with nothing to show...
... Kelcee All
Feb 2017 · 284
YOU
Kelcee All Feb 2017
YOU
Where did he go... how can I find him..  what can I do... who can he turn to... who can he talk to... I wish I had the answers... I wish I could take away his pain... his suffering... his worry... his anxiety... he is a beautiful person... he has so much to give... so much to offer this world... even Beyond this world... after his death... he will shine even brighter than any star in the galaxy... why does he look so sad... why does he feel so bad... how can he not see all of the beautiful things he gives to everyone around him... when he walks into a room it lights up... he strikes up a conversation... you cannot help but listen.... you want more... you don't want it to end... you want him to be a forever friend... he'll be by your side...no matter what... he has tremendous honesty... he has no problem saying "hey what's up" and call you on your b*... he will teach you how to be a true friend... he's honorable... he has integrity... he's incredibly honest... even if he says you're not fat in a dress... even if you know it... he makes you feel beautiful no matter what... if you're not up to your full potential at the gym... he will say "you're looking good guy"... meanwhile thinking of a way for this person to accomplish his goals without him even knowing how he truly feels... he will make you feel special even when you don't even know it... he will defend you and you won't even know it... he is humble and you will never know it... he is beautiful you should KNOW IT...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2017 · 278
Reassess
Kelcee All Jan 2017
Conflicting variations of a familiar scene provoke emotions similar to that of deja vu and dreams... the illusion of clarity often eludes a fixed Vantage Point... a calculated encounter is brought forth by dominating influences of past experiences... the validity of patterns limits the justifications that are inevitably silenced... consequently forcing a breakdown of familiar comfortable suggestive behaviors...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2017 · 263
Struggles Within
Kelcee All Jan 2017
Many years have passed us by... so many questions without any answers... a mystery one day... Enlightenment the next... oh how we've grown... how beautiful we become..  if only they could see what shines in you and me... but sometimes it only takes one... maybe we're on another plane... I'll speak for myself I love the insane...it TRUELY is a part of me... my thoughts are dark... yet my soul is pure... if ever Unleashed what Ide do i truly don't know...i hold it all inside...yet I smile with pride... do not look down on me... don't shed a tear...i am strong and show no fear... i am not alone... you know who u are...be proud of who u are... and hold your head high... embrace both sides... good and bad... I'll Stand By Your Side... and hold your hand... but don't be fooled... beware of my wrath... what you see is not always what you get... so pay attention stay clear and Focus.... for one day you might find yourself drifting... becoming angry and unkind... I have one enemy I fight each day... I see her silhouette in the shadows at play... eventually the darkness puts the Shadows at Bay... I am not like the others... I'm in touch with My Soul... when one brings me hope the other takes its toll... it's still a fight i have everyday... I look in the mirror and have one thing to say... yes you are good and yes you are bad... look into your eyes just for a moment... why are you always looking away... self vs self I fight everyday... never give up trying to find my way... if my words make you think and you Ponder this too... I'd love to get the chance to know both of you... if I am u and u are me... who is this number... the one we call three...
...Kelcee All
Jan 2017 · 169
Just Do
Kelcee All Jan 2017
Alone in  my head... I need to quiet the thoughts... a blank sheet of white waiting to take life... a child eager to be taught... i scrape and claw... I try to find order... I run fast then try to slow down... you're thinking too much... just stop and focus... all this in efforts of contemplating a thought... where did she go??? as the lines are drawn erased and redone... I stare for a moment... content with the stroke... where will the next line go... to the right or the left... stop thinking so much in the center well-placed... look to the side... what do you see in your view... a glimpse of the past... just shade it in and then move... no need to rush... you're alone in the room... so make your decision... acute or obtuse... don't think too much... let your hands guide the way... there is no wrong or right for what you display... for it is its own original and unique... no one to judge discard or critique... be proud and content... all the work came from you... your mind is now clear... so enjoy the view...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2017 · 198
In a Dark Room
Kelcee All Jan 2017
Palms pressed against cold wire... so close to the edge... holding on tightly to what's left... just barely a supported grip... lines on my face... an imprint that may fade... or a permanent reminder of hate... eyes forced open... frantically fixed and glossed over... stay still don't move... snap... it's perfect... into a frame to protect re-live and display... unknown to you the part you would play... disoriented but breathing... sharing the spotlight with the insignificant space that surrounds it... trying to reach further... to surpass the limitations... moving slowly through the darkness... separating the lines... as lines become shapes... I question reality... snap your fingers 3 times... now pick a place and Design...in the moment and feeling inspired... staring at a cold metal canvas... the surface rough Tangled with spaces... similar to humans that have many faces... a distant memory now stone Cold... I have now been altered... a secret we now share... out in the open to view... no one else has a clue...
... Kelcee All
Jan 2017 · 208
In Time
Kelcee All Jan 2017
Blood flows quickly through my veins... a walk by the river, powder on my face like a gentle breeze... Innocence Lost I walk the road to dead end stop... childlike burdens I bid you adieu... tortured Souls we become... a knockout in round one... displacement of liquid, quietly following the line..  a disturbance that shakes, circles around, then breaks... like a puzzle eventually will create... in a red room they wait to take form... becoming in time, a unique set of stills... look through the glass, don't venture too far... the answers you seek lie beneath the ice... ive been here before, not once but twice... remember where your from, feel free to wander, explore, and see... Eyes Wide Shut they create and believe... close the book and lock it, just throw away the key.
  ...Kelcee All
Jan 2017 · 231
Into the Light
Kelcee All Jan 2017
crossing over fields of white... ever so tightly try to hold on... begging pleading my voice carries on... loosing momentum as I push through the crowd...tossing and turning... a scream with no sound... a crack in the ice ... the echo profound...capturing her moods in different shades of blue... collecting peripheral glances often left askew... hiding behind numbers in a common row... begging for comment after the show... unwilling to fight so heavy and slow... your certain of course that you made the right move... the message delivered  a clue soon discovered... crashing through memories for the first time in days... trying to navigate and Focus and just follow through... process taunting... position fixed... solitude and silence fighting to exist... struggling to seek the calm inside...over and over i try to connect... choose your palate and color me in... content and secure as as canvas comes to life... i forget for a moment  that darkness brings light... before long eyes open, become clear, and gain focus... overwhelmed and surrounded, fight and flight feelings, no longer vested... take control, fast forward and focus describe what you see... blurred objects desperate to somehow conform... original shapes dont go with the norm... step out on your own and stretch your mind... Envision the picture, create your own lines... right to left, up and down, side to side and round and round... before long you notice that what you see..  are the lines becoming you... and you are me...
-Kelcee All
Dec 2016 · 278
Pay Attention
Kelcee All Dec 2016
Paintings removed...
the frame still remains...
years gone by...
but I remember the day...
once dependent without a choice...
now seeks guidance with their newfound voice...
decisions to make...
at every turn...
hard lessons ahead...
won't go unlearned...
hold on tight...
to friendships made...
not all will last...
some will fade...
you can't prepare...
for when your heart breaks...
we all have flaws...
we make mistakes...
we look ahead...
and try to prepare...
there are no signs...
that say stop, beware...
we stand in line...
waiting our turn...
pay attention, stay focused...
so much to be learned...
what looks like progress...
of an attainable goal...
can disappear in an instant... with nothing to show...
... Kelcee All
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