you're gone
and it hurts so bad

like i'm being stabbed in
my chest
in my mind
in my heart

Please      no
nonononono

I don't want to let go
No
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
those summer nights
those endless talks

I don't want to let go
NO
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
your happy smile
your musical laugh

But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on

But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your cheesy jokes
I'll never forget
all your advice
No

But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on

But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your love
I'll never forget
your bravery
I'll never forget
your courage
No

I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
I'll never forget
No

I'll
never
forget
you

I’m not like you
I am the product of rebels
A mistake
Of all things bad in the world
But let me tell you
One thing
I am not you
Or her
Or him
And i will never be you
Or her
Or him
So don't worry
I won't go to the darkside
Because
I’m
Already
There

heart breaks into a thousand pieces
my world, my heart
destroyed
i let you in, let my guard down
you pushed me all around
but i did not fall down
No
pushed you out, away
The pain feels okay

i tried so hard to get here, for years i have fought
my head is a war zone, thousands of thoughts flying
around

I fight with myself
with need with love with desire with bravery
with you with want with hate with despair with me with
everything
with nothing

crying tears for years
fighting with myself
light dark sorrow joy happy sad worry hate love fury gratitude
despair desire
Fire and Ice in my mind
Trying hard to be normal
I am not normal

Normal is boring

i fought i failed i tried i fell i cried i screamed
she fought she failed she tried she cried she screamed

nothing gold/good/green/ light can stay
I can stay
Yay

When I am alone
and tired
and don't want to move
don't want to speak
I think

I think about those summer nights
with you
laughing
loving
feeling free
feeling alive

When I am alone
and tired
and don't want to move
don't want to speak
I think

I think about those cheesy jokes
you told me
night after night after night
day after day after day
about how
even though they were not that good
you always seemed to make me laugh

When I am alone
and tired
and don't want to move
don't want to speak
I think

I think back to the endless talks we shared
about life
about love
about pain
and sorrow

I think about how
through those nights
those talks
and jokes
you got to the real me

Not a lot of people do
Only you
know exactly
what I think
about
love

Pulsing anger flows through me
Roaring sadness pulls me under



hold it in

My mind is flying



hold it in

Heart is pounding in my ears
i am slowly sinking, slowly breaking
into a million little pieces

hold it in

Sorrow and tears
rear up and trample me
knocking me down



hold it in

Hot, boiling anger runs through my veins



hold it in!



and i just can't hold it in



You have to



My mind is spinning, flying, spiralling out of control

Heart thunders, pounding like drums in my ears



HOLD IT IN!



scream laugh cry fly fall try fail yell sing

smile frown grow shrink sink float pain

happy sad sorrow joy love hate light dark

family enemies pain pain pain



shatter fall breaking



I break



I scream but nobody hears me



I can't breathe



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                                                                                     NO.

I don't want to let go
No
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
those summer nights
those endless talks

I don't want to let go
NO
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
your happy smile
your musical laugh

But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on

But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your cheesy jokes
I'll never forget
all your advice
No

But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on

But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your love
I'll never forget
your bravery
I'll never forget
your courage
No

I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
I'll never forget
No

I'll
never
forget
you

Butterflies
are all different
ranging from white
to black
red to purple
all with different
patterns
sizes
Butterflies
aren't judged for being
different
Butterflies
are small
but free

How is it
that
Butterflies
have better lives
then
most?

They look right at me
But they don’t see me
Breaking
They listen to me
But they dont hear me
Screaming
We live together
And yet we’re miles
apart
They say the know
But they don’t know
Me
They say the understand
But you can’t truly understand
Unless you’ve lived through it
They haven’t
I have
So don't say you see me,hear me,know me,
Understand me
Because
You
Dont