heart breaks into a thousand pieces
my world, my heart
destroyed
i let you in, let my guard down
you pushed me all around
but i did not fall down
No
pushed you out, away
The pain feels okay

i tried so hard to get here, for years i have fought
my head is a war zone, thousands of thoughts flying
around

I fight with myself
with need with love with desire with bravery
with you with want with hate with despair with me with
everything
with nothing

crying tears for years
fighting with myself
light dark sorrow joy happy sad worry hate love fury gratitude
despair desire
Fire and Ice in my mind
Trying hard to be normal
I am not normal

Normal is boring

i fought i failed i tried i fell i cried i screamed
she fought she failed she tried she cried she screamed

nothing gold/good/green/ light can stay
I can stay
Yay