And in the end
All she wanted was all of him
Yet she only got a fraction of him

It beats slow
It beats whole
It beats soul

It beats fast
It beats past motions,
Emotions

It beats through pain
It beast through gain

It bruises
It breaks

Its my beat
Its my heart

I sat
I sat and smiled
Smiled at the thought of you

The thought of you, the memories
The memories... i reminisce

Centuries may pass
But i do hope you see
See yourself through my eyes

I thought about all the things i could say
I thought about all the things i could write
yet i would not know nor understand the purpose of my thoughts

I sat  in the rain and thought about what could have been  
I sat and moped over what was
I sat and cried over  what is

Yet you could not see my tears dear  friend
As the rain washed them  away
Our friendship  came to an end

She drowned out the sound
The sound of laugher
The drafter of her pain

He stroked his fingers along her creamy body
as she lay there

Here there here there she said to herself

Fingers that use to stroke her curvy chocolate body  
Now stroked another as she lay there next to them..

What usually glides with easy when i put pen to paper
becomes viscid as my vision blurs
My pen can glide no more

It blots
It  blots all over the chapter
As i write

Trying to right my wrongs

She has a lot to offer
He had a lot to offer

She knew she could give him love
He liked the idea of her love

She wanted him but did not want to destroy what is
He wanted her to be free

She got confused
She settled

He moved
She moved

She stayed
He stayed

They both settled for less than what they both wanted