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Kathy Dehaven Apr 2016
I know it's hard right now, love but take care of yourself
We just have to make it out of this living Hell.
If you hold on, ill hold on too
We can do this together
Trust me, I do.
I know its tempting to take a walk to the Gates
Of the Spirits, but With you alive and well
We can feel Mississippi again.
Just hold on, hold on the Girl with the Blue Bandana.
  Apr 2016 Kathy Dehaven
effaced
ill never be the same.

im ruined.

im not nice, or pretty, or considerate.

i do not love my father nor my step mother.

i am not and never will be bubbly

and i will never be someone that everyone wants to be around.

i am not and never will be special, or worthy of love.

i will never love wholeheartedly again.

and no one will ever love me.
Kathy Dehaven Apr 2016
Gone. Their all finally gone.
I've thought and twisted with every turning doubt, how can I die if others care?
And now... their gone.
Only 8 more days till I can see the Devil himself.
Kathy Dehaven Apr 2016
Work.
Work.
Work.
Test.
Test.
Test.
Notes.
Notes.
Notes.




This ******* school makes me want to shoot myself.
Can NOT wait till our little judgment day.
  Apr 2016 Kathy Dehaven
effaced
i keep my head down
and my mouth shut

and when some looks my way,

i smile, wave, walk like i have life
and act loud and happy
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