I feel nothing and i know you feel it too I can tell from the look in eyes staring blankly. I hope when you leave, you do take a part of me. The part that loved you. I feel more emotion plucking the strings of my guitar that I do with you. The strings say more words to me than you ever did. I guess that’s a good thing. You’re just a ghost outside of my window looking in wishing you were holding me but you’re not. You lost me like i lost you.
I felt nothing and i know you felt it too from the blank stare in your eyes and stale feeling in the air.

"Everyday will be the day and every night will be lonely. Everyday I will see you there and I never say a word to you.  I love you so silently.  My mother said if I loved you I would dare to day your name out loud. I love you so but I'm afraid.  I'm afraid of you. Afraid you'll reject me, avoid my lips, your name on my breath. My mother said if I loved you I'd cross a moutain, i can't I'm not strong enough for that, for you. I'd rather deal with the pain of losing what could have been rather than what was."