I couldn't count how many nights
I woke up tangled in my sheets,
forgetting you weren't there

Love is every summer night when you roll your window down and only hear his heartbeat in every song

The winds remind me how cold I've been without you

i am so sorry that everything i do is wrong and every time i apologize, i do it again. i am so sorry that i have never had someone stay as long as you, so i constantly wait for you to leave. i am so sorry that i push you away every day and all i really want is you to be here. i am so sorry that every time we talk, i cry and every time we are together, i bring up the past. i am so sorry that everything i have every done has stuck to me. i am so sorry that you can physically see the pain that i have gone through. i am so sorry that i didn’t answer your calls when you left or when i said i never cared. i cared more than anything. i am so sorry that i was never strong enough for you and i never will be. i am so sorry that you love me.

i am so so sorry.

the scars on my body make me hate everything about myself

but they remind me that i once felt something

i am so sorry i am not strong enough for you