hurting today from the pain caused yesterday

we show more attention to the people would can go days without asking us how we are, why?

we strive for their acceptance, for their love.

it’s questionable; the lengths an individual would go for love.

i’m being suffocated with my own thoughts.

emotions can overwhelm an individual until their own minds are lost

i miss you.

these words roll off my tongue like the wind whispers in the winter night. these words would be the last breath that i allowed my empty soul to take in. these words feel the old presence of your fingers next to mine. these few words bring back the memories of lovely nights that can never be forgotten. these words run through the walls of every room i enter to only come back to my body to realize you aren’t returning.

i miss you.

these everlasting words of hope engage my body in the wants of us being together. these words only give me the idea of what could have been that we will never know. these empty words have been spoken so often from my dry mouth that they have lost forever meaning. these words are wonderful yet they have been given such a dark feeling. the idea of enjoying an individuals life so much that you greatly miss them is such a compliment yet so many people look at these words with no hope in ever seeing them again.

miss them so you can see them again

do not allow yourself to miss them because you have lost interest in pursuing

the air appears thick with each step forward.
her hands are damp with the memories her mind evokes her body of.
the atmosphere becomes dark from the tears flooding her soul.
her eyes grow still with the dreams her core possesses.

“nevertheless; you are bound to regain strength”

oh, her lovely face began to share a beautiful, counterfeit grin with each creature onward,
only permitting individuals to notice her pleased.

I can’t describe the pain I feel

So I write it down for all to hear

And I can’t help but admit it’s true

That I’m losing my mind over you