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Even if
right
now
It's
the
best
you
can
do
Soft whispers in the morning
Soft tingles as I fall to sleep
Hands touch gently
Fingertips tickling the skin
Delicate feelin
From the outside
breathing in
Don't know where I go in meditation
Mind drifts far, far away....
Breath of ashes of the day
Inhale
Exhale
Pause
Listen
Talk
Wonder if you belong
Sticky gooey muddy emotions bubble up to stir the ***
Fed by the spoon of the mixture filling with all you've got
Taste bittersweet more than enough to eat
So much to swallow
Take it in
Aftertaste sickly
Though helps you to grow
Pass me a drink and let it all settle before you let it go
Beneath the cracks and uncertainties
There are bright eyes waiting to see
He tells me he loves me
When I feel up I can understand
When I'm down I cannot
I feel washed up and not good enough
Will I ever compare to a Summers day?
These scars they tear at the heart
They pull at the seams
Pop the blisters
Let the ooze bleed clean
The energies giving up on me
Gravitational force of negativity
Keep on circling swirling perpetual fiend
Scuffling and laying into sensitivities
Not wanting to fight
Though still
Insides Scream
Then a light is found in the bewildering scenes
Bringing back
to
the
trophic preen
Perhaps it's too late for my dreams
Today I've felt shattered
Pushed into the cracks the budding little plant
Expanding in the soil
Contracting to the ant
Filling from the hollow
Darkness creeps around
And within that darkness
Light
is
found
Setting the foundation
The boundaries in place
Working out the blocks

To build a home of faith and grace
Why can't we all be together
The people who want to love one another
Why can't we have a community of sharing caring connectivity
Can we live in harmony
You them & me
It's a place too far or a state that's altered
Different places at different times
The differences can be understood
If we just try
We may find we all could love
When the world seems cruel and the hurt builds up inside
I may release with a cry
Over time have learnt to understand what emotions can arise
Why does it trigger
Why do they aim the gun
Once the smoke clears I see the anger resentment in it's hold of pain and fear
In the end I hope nothing bad said to the ear will negatively impact the life in the moment or that year
Serpent Goddess
Wild and free
Wants you to be all you can be
Achieve all you can dream
Not just be the icing be the cream
Cutting away the crumbs you have let yourself eat
Though knowing those crumbs have at times been your main meal
Setting a match to which you have deemed real
A light shone onto your illusions ideal
The burn can scorch and it may hurt as you feel
These pains are gains so you can heal
The rope has been burning for some time
The serpent love kindles to climb
I will heal
From every bone
From every single ache
But first I must ache
Sometimes I write poetry in my sleep
I wake up
And it's gone

Other times
I've caught it
And the dream lives on..
Ding Ding Ding!
All aboard!
Call for lost souls!
We will be departed at oo.oo hours
Travelling through
Nowhere in particular
Nowhere inbetween
And
Nowhere special
Stopping to meet with the dark shadow figure of death
Where you will be reawakened to all less seen
Hop on!!!
:-/
Some nights spirit in flight
Some nights fighting for the light
It all depends
Which energy beckons
Can you hear the angels calling to you
The words no need to say
A knowing within yourself
Numbers to guide upon the way
Whispers to echo thoughts flowing chain to chain
Poetry pulling at the core
Spilling pen to paper
The more you trust and believe
Be open to receive
Synchronicity
Universal unity
Living in divinity
Leaves turning to another shade
Redding glow to winters fade
Harvesting of what became
Of what shall fall and drop
Ombre sunsets
Kindling
crops
Body tense and taut
Mind overwrought
Thoughts running round stomping with a heavy pound
Calm is where the spirit flows
Ears hear the call
Cells alive
Thrive  
Fighting
Striving
Dividing
Multiplying
Damaging
Can we cure the ill and heal
Without ever having to ****
Grow from our isolated cell
In the brilliance of your absence
Heart of stone crushed and spliced
The soft scent haunted in the fragrant darkness of the night
The cold wind blew in with a steady might
The leaves spun and
fell right by my side
The cold
The
darkness
The
love
Warmth
The
light
Just a part of wholeness
of this very
life
If I were
to
love you
Would you
love me
For
an
eternity
It always amazes me how love can turn to pain in such a short
space of time
Can
you imagine being God
&
carrying the weight of the world

on your  shoulders
We long for understanding
Yet there is still so much we have yet to learn
Moons aura
channels
down
to
earth
Calling out life and rebirth
Take away my innocence
My purity
If anything is left of me
Wash it away..
Pamper day
Soothing hands smoothed the way
Massaging
Stretching
Kneading
Working through the tensions
Scented fragrant melting
Therapy intention
Moments of care
To be aware
of the supporting
intervention
The middle road
Walking the line
Losing the balance on the bends
The one side has its past place
The other a shimmering glaze
Though I've been told not all that glitters is gold
So I walk the middle line and try to see in both directions
Though the movement is slow
I walk and crawl as I go
I hope I still grow
As I work my way
to each cross road
I carry on with my
bread crumbs load
Take
            your            
  crumbled bits    
     and   
 build your castle
Cat
Cat
Eyes open
to                 dark
the
I can't move
I'm frozen in fear
Paralyzed
Tangled
Caught in your ropes
Hands bound
Can't cry out
Can only see
Be witness
Vision in the dark
Cry
Out!
Over now
Til again my fear breaks
free
Teenage years growing up on fears
Escalate when in sorry state drinking down the beers
Playing games in outdoor place
Where the headstones and bodies rest
Came across a name my great nan she has the same
Sorrowful and tired
Lay down on ground of grave
Tears roll from eyes exhausted of faking brave
Telling all my tales
Of how I weep inside
Struggle to immerse and grow with this present life
Never known alive, in spirit connect to thrive
Felt closer to death than those on the outside
Secrets we do tell when push comes to shove
Cathartic to talk
Even if they do not walk above
Though absent still a sense of love
Begin to clean up dirt and pave
Leave with clearer space
Cemetery secrets
Shared
to
the
grave
You grew from the life left over from death
You drew from the sun but your head knew where you were grown from
He likes to tease and please
Faced away down on knees
Legs prised apart
Wrists and ******* pressed and pinned to wall
Fingers glide up inner thigh
Kiss lick and bite to neck as grip tightens in tousled tresses
Tongue to meet with mine
Shaking with desire as fingers tantalize
Connecting so deep inside
****** and throb combine
Sensations overload
Eyes behind blindfold
Well some things should be censored
Bound
to
withhold
I'm so tired of crying
Dreams as a child
Dreams growing up
I so much longed for everything I had to give up
When you have everything you wanted taken away
You try not to hold once held to stay
The object and its essence
The person and their place
The tears falling from sorrowed eyes
The smile on joyous face
Sentiment is momentary
The reprise can be replaced

Be what is

Come
what may
I love you so much
I get so scared
I push you away to save you walking away
I want you to stay but I worry you don't
So I look at everything that says that truth but mostly it's the part of me inside that's scared of your rejection
As from many others before did prove
How long can I keep pushing until you leave and I'm left standing there wondering what happened
Can I change this all around and begin now
Change comes from within
So this is my beginning of a hopefully better new start
I hope you'll come along with me
Walking home
Set upon
Scorching cigarettes on the arm
Intimidation by the charm
Trying to be calm
They plunge a knife in him
Slowly it penetrates
Feeling it all
Then face returns to a boy four years old
Little boy about to let go
Holding him in a loving embrace
Sentiment of care and grace
A hand rest upon the face
We drift and release
to
that
heavenly
place
Child so full of grace
It wanted me to be scared and feed off my fear so it chased me in
my dreams
I woke up and the black mass moved away
So often harsh on ourselves
Then take it out
on another
There came a time
When all of past woes needed less attention and hold
To the girl with the bright eyes it came as no surprise
The wise
had to look a little deeper
To aid the flow to useful ways
Citrine to clean
through
murky
haze
With open heart and lighter spirits
the wise and bright eyes could greet
Crystal clear of opposition
and
mortifying defeat  
Keep it safe and recharge if in need
Bring brighter promise
for
dreamer and dreams
to meet
City skyline
In deep decline
Watch and see men on streets plea for small bite to eat
No home, no company  
Low opinions stare down at their feet

Drugs aplenty to occupy social minds
See the city party goers on coke to have a fun time
So much above them
But they choose to stay below skyline

Sadness fills my eyes
When in ruins and broken and nothing else to break
Clear up the fragments
allow for space

Rebuild in it's place
Messages to the dream
Signs of what they mean
Woman and man soon to be wed hand in hand
Mistrust towards man
Cannot comprehend trusting nature of woman
Chances are won't go to plan
That is all I see
Don't understand why he's doting so willingly
While she looks to him so openly
Each kiss brings us closer
Your touch leaves no skin bare
Caresses linger.......
....as time has no care
Eyes see
straight
into
the other
Every sound ecstatic pleasure
Souls sing in tune
Hands held
Passion entwined  
Bodies connect as one
I am yours
and
you are mine
The clearings covering
The trees aim high
Branches and clouds mask the sky
Going deeper and deeper in the pine wood
Dark in the shadows lost easily could
Eyes must learn to adjust
Heart will guide as only love should
Mind tells you fears built on trodden tiers
Mud up to the tread heavy boots tired head
Wandering
Are you going back on yourself
Plodding on with a crows song
Hoping the clouds clear
Growing so ever near
Pale light blue sky
Wispy cloud caught eye
Looks like flames rising high
I know they are not as the colours fade and blink out of shot but as the sun's shine to hit spot rainbow spectrum highlights the lot
Watch as they flash
To fade
Separate
Dissipate
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