Being a woman I've noticed the suppression
**** I've lived it
Still am
Your thoughts and opinions can matter as long as they matter to me
If I feel you speak out of turn it will be punished in some form
If you mention your feelings it's all too much
Soften yourself
Be a good girl then maybe I'll be in touch
Wow! Your causing drama for setting your boundaries
For speaking out for things you don't approve of
For caring and noticing the habits less healthy
You should just put up and shut up
I guess I can't and never will
That's just not me  
Never will be!

Dancing with my reflections
I'd rather not see
Though I need to open my eyes

What are you grateful for today
What can you say you truly appreciate
Who can you say you love dearly
What do you want to see in this moment clearly
Imagine your future now
Imagine those connections you want to embrace
Feel the love in the heart and send it out to the human race
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If the day is a waltz
The night is a tango
You have ****** me into your arms
Body spins twists and tangles
I am pushing to pull away
You grip me tighter still
I swoon for your dark mystery and power
My eyes dazzle from luminescent light show
Passion excites with moonlit crescendo
Take me now and dance some more
I feel alive at night drawn hour
Meet me again tonight
Let the sparks ignite blacked out room
Engulf thine being so no longer need to see
Just to feel and move with you
Synchronized in tune
Leading
over me
Immersed
completely

Wish we could feed ourselves so much more easily
than we
eat away
at ourselves

You are
everything
and
nothing

Buddha statue
Your symbolism Divine
With your non attachment and impermanence in life
Now you hold a good friend in mind
And if they leave as set to go off separate way
It stands to reason it's life's journeys sway
Though if you are around and stay
The statue sits present still

The lipstick smears
Pigments of the tears and fears we smudge through various lines
Tasting the colour of passions left
Kiss me into submission
Tickle tongues of sweet crimson
Tantalize with insight
Pin me deep with thighs of mirrored might
Lay raptured in your arms
Hands palm to palm
Lighting our hearts through the night

Sometimes the pain stings
Sometimes it cuts your heart to bits

Was the path already written
Which road do you turn
Is free will ever really given
How is there such mercy in sin
Love from forgiven
To carry the weight is a strong burden
And each has our own path to walk
Lessons to learn
Conclusions to churn
Insights to be revealed then burn
As the sun sets up a new day
And that which we think we know can be a stepping stone pave
As the earth reveals deeper troves and alcoves  
Spirit may know and the heart centres the way

He told me my opinions mean **** all to him
I said
Ok

Always seen as the player
But they never knew he was looking for his one

Oh blackbird
You are the death of me
You're the devil in one hand
and the spirit animal
on the
tree

They tried to break my leg
Drag me down the hill
Twist it
Snap it from the shin
Woke up
a little pained

To feel the sunlight on my skin
To know the love deep within
To see the wonder in your eyes
To have the truth and shatter lies
To have my worth in worthless times
To feel them back in bitter climbs
To touch the beauty between the thighs
Hand in hand
Soul with mine

Dance with me in the darkness until it fades

Within you sits a sanctuary
A home of love and grace
Eternal all encompassing
Purity and faith

Can't switch these thoughts off from my mind
They twist turn dive deepen and fold
Need a moment to just be
Silent and still
...............
....
.

The climb is calling again
It's just a game
of
snakes
and ladders
to
the
end

If something doesn't resonate
Don't make it fit
Follow your heart intuition inner knowing
You may change your mind in time and it could align
Though for now
Feel how You feel
Be real to Your needs

All that I give onto others I project back to me
All that you give I see

Lay my head
Eye to see
When world is shut to me
Looking down upon my crown
What wonders we must dream

Must we travel
so far
to feel a love
so
near

Souls connected through energy

Blessed & honoured

Never felt a part of family
Only apart of

My body is my vessel
My soul is intact
I'm sorry if you see my worth in the worth that
you lack

Come closer
I won't bite
Ok a little
Lie
Kisses so soft your essence can't hide
Lips ride
Sharing our tastes satisfies
Dive in deeper
if you want to get high

I'm full of lunacy and anxiety
Don't worry
It's only in my mind

I will love you forever
though I can't hold on
You belong to whoever makes your love
be strong

I'm losing myself and that's ok
I was ment to be lost
To find my feet again

What messages will you bring to me
Be it day or night
It will not a burden be
As your words feel to be right
Channel to the rivers deep
Voyage
to
insight

Forensics checking house across the way from me
Police busy on the beat
Can't help but look to see
But I know I'll have to let it go
Just to be

My guilt eats at me each day
It's ok
I deserve it
But others don't
So I'll have to change

The blanket has holes in it
It scratches like a pin
It is rough
It's prickly
Sensitive on skin
It wraps too tight
Restricting
Movement afflicted
Struggle to breathe
Bound by the plight

Beneath it all
Spirit in flight

In love
In light

Kissing the night
Flying in the sunlight
Free and fancy
No pain in sight

Just
Divine

On the wings of ravens messages soar
from heavens gate
to
earthly
door
Lookout to the ground follow the eyes to their surround
Presence is felt
Awareness of selves
Guide reside from other side
to gift to you
tidings of truth

To them what is a woman
Is a woman someone who does the chores
Is she the body for the seed to bore
Is she the image of a well defined man
Is she the ***** who will do all she can
Is she the one that must obey
Is she watching so far away

Take the moment to ease the day
To yourself let time erase
Go to quieter place
Be now
but
let self
drift away..........................

Angels light divine and bright
Strongly felt incoming night
Softens skin from within
Grace to place the world just right
Loving you even when you feel the stage is set and all you know
Is how you seem and what lies below
You are but more
On Angel wings are driven to soar
Do not undermine your worth
For your flight was paved at birth
Control what creeps up to corrupt the soul
Freedom lives in you being whole

I'm at a vulnerable place in my life
But I know I have to be
To break out from the past that held me back
The wearing ways now out of date
The fire of hoops made to jump through
Seem nothing but a play thing now
However never want to go back down to that

Anything you can believe
you can see
A universe
of
connectivity
Swimming in
your
omni ~ sea

Sensitives tend to seem like the most broken because they feel so much
They feel their own emotions
Their own thoughts
They feel the energy around them
The change in the air
They feel the energy of others
Even thoughts and words they don't share
Crowded places mixed messages rife
Sometimes solitude feels like a welcome respite
Warmth can be so overjoying
Cold a sharp frostbite
Daylight in the warm delightful
Daylight in the cold lost appetite
Night can be peaceful or full of insight
Dreams can be real escape or a harrowing fright
Friends can be real or pretend to be kind
Opinions can open mind or cut to the heart
Spirits can be a comfort or a startling dart
We can get tired all too soon
We can feel drained or fly to the moon
At times we just want to rest
Though we are creative at our very best

Fill me up with your love
I am open
X

Urged to go to this place something drew towards this direction
You took to the stage your voice and song reminding me of favoured plays
I see you
You see me
Though upon your gaze I have to face away
I can't let you see through this cool charade
You might warm me with a look to melt
I feel a weakness wash over me
So giddy
You see

The dark room makes way for the light
Sparkles flicker in the night
Smoky hue of black crawl through
Mouths wide silent scream from inside
Souls trapped in a cove
And still
the light flickers

If it's a journey
of the heart
It will delve into
the deepest darkest
parts of your
being

Strangers have become friends
They have offered a kind word of support and been around in the highs and the lows
I always wondered why
It's sometimes difficult to let yourself be liked
With what you've known