Head tingles
when Divine calls
Hairs antenna
as etheric ariel
befalls

X can be a kiss of love or a mark of death

A star can be a shining sparkle or a fiery breath

A fiery breath could be a rebirth or a forceful hell

Force can be with action of productivity to do well or to take and destroy others as you swell

Swelling could be an expansion or overfed bloat

Overfed could be fatten it could be expansion

Bloat could be soft and flabby or protrude extend beyond project out

What are you projecting

What is the deeper /hidden meaning all about

Taken to bed
Melancholy fed
Numbness compatible friend
No thoughts all left
Then a glimmer
A spriteful spark as stars would dance in palace of dark
Faintly see fluttering be
Can make out wings now
Dainty intricate pair or pairs
Circular movement draws the air
Petite figures
Ethereal hair
Not an insect that can see
Fairies come visit me
Wasn't sure I did believe before
Now I know there's more
Hidden in plain sight
For sure

Come
closer
I won't bite
A drop of sweet
A pinch of spice
A fiery heat
A
hash of ice
Cooling flavour
A warm surprise
Passionate blend
Good and bad to find
You came closer..
I do bite!

I
hope
you won't
mind

If nature requires another view

                        up again
Climb back

Slide
     back down the pit if that's what it must do

      Will to find way
             - A way to see it through

Grace further ground by path of faithful trust

Once useful aid some structures perish into ruin

        Crumbling fragments
                               Tumble into dust

Changing any form to which is best for you


                   Work up skeleton feeling as you go


          Stretch up high as movement starts to grow

Coiled up snake lying in the bones

Thoughts coming up to be questioned
Can anything be answered clearly

Looking
into
each other's eyes
as
they
fall to sleep
Holding
one another's hands
as they
wake

Melancholy filled mums
From all those times you touched your empty tums
No babe to love
Grieving as your children were never born

Flow into me as no beginning no end eternal infinite friend

Can't close my eyes to sleep
Though rest beckons
In dreams the pain fades
Spirit is in a higher state knowing fate
Each morning wake
Paint on brave face
Create a smile

I'm not proud of my demons
But I am learning to make peace with them
The hurt I've caused it always came back
The pushing away of others I've realized discerning with that
I've seen the reasons the light sparks the dark
I've said goodbye to people I've loved the most
I've held on to things I've lacked
Forgiveness is a momentary wing
You have to keep flying with that

Slipping away
from
the
words

Drifting
away
from
the
sound

Feeling
away
from
the
body

Fluid
with
life

Letting go of how the 'I' should be
Just want to be
in bed with hot chocolate
hood over the head
Eating crisps and dips
Poetry
Crying
Online courses if it's felt
Watching the robin sit and **** off it's branch

Even as a child I thought life was a dream
It never felt like my dream though

Think I just accepted
and stopped
dreaming

The only poetry I tend to write from fantasy
Is the romantic kind
The rest is non fiction

Follow outline of hourglass body
Make the moment count
Bathe as stream trickles
between
breasted ravine
Dipping down to hip
As droplets collect to meet
Waters edge to thighs
Open mouth as
pleasures greet
In
and out

I can't help my heart
I try I do
It loves strongly and breaks quickly
It loves quickly and breaks strongly too
It loves even when it is broken

Sorrow met with pain
Pain met with fear
Fear turned to anger
Anger flew to hurt and hate
- Hurt met pain
Pain raged in fear
Fear retaliated back in anger and with hate
And the looped played the same

If only the misunderstandings and loathing between the sorrow and hurt had changed
It needn't replay

Love and compassion
Be the change

There is hope in the skies if you look for it
The shadows must be seen before you can see what you've been walking with
The light will expose the dark
The warmth can be felt true in our hearts right now
Send others love
Even your enemies it doesn't mean you condone
It means you can find more peace within and let go of binding ties that no longer serve for you and a better world
The breaking down must happen
Before the building back up again to a happier more fulfilling honest life 🌸✨

Burn me in your fire
Let the flames reach higher
Link our hearts from soulless desire
Spirit warming to our truth

Heart
Beats
Pounds
Intense
Brings back
to
breath and essence

Back and forth
To and fro
Coming back to lift the heavy load
Box by box
Bit by bit
Drawing in more space to feel lit

The space to fly


To rise
above
it

As he held her in his arms he knew he had her captive by his beguiling charms
His eyes looking deeply into the immeasurable abyss of her soul
So full of life
But at his mercy
He knew she was no stranger to vulnerability
Often too trusting to danger
A innocence that contradicts
Something about her longed for the dark to enter her
Her soul haunted by demons who lusted for her flesh
He was now that demon that could take her at any moment
destroy her in a strike
Her body already appeared lifeless
eyes closed body limp in his grip open to his touch
Skin so delicate pale and tender
Lips red with blood
He wanted to feed from them
To feel from them
To have a taste of love
Taken over by his ravenous nature
He snaps her sharply closer to his body
Leans in glancing at her juicy ripeness
The veins of her neck pulsing
He can hear her heart beating faster
Terrified yet thrilled
Gripping her firmly by the neck
A sharp breathy moan from her lips
Her eyes open to his
Both peering into each other's worlds
A collision of views
A clash that hurtles towards one another at lightening speed
Hungry for her and longing for him
He pulls her nearer still
He moves her face nearer to his
Stroking her blood red lips
A bite to her lips as the tingle dissipates
Breath to breath he can breathe her in
He swallows the air she breathes as his lips press to hers
The firm kiss of life or death
Lips dance as mouths pleasure
He wants her
to live again...

Beautiful
hearts
Bleed
on
the
page
Blood
dipped ink
Bred from lineage
A curse to some
to reveal so deep
But beauty comes
from souls
willing
to
word
as hearts
poetically
weep

I close my eyes at night and open them to spirits flight
Even behind closed eyes the visions flash
Messages dance across the screen
The projector plays the show
Hosts of ghosts and entities boast
With angels hidden in the night
Always there
just out of sight

Bumped my head
It hurt
Sick I felt
Wobbly walking home
Felt strangely light
Although day began with joyous and funny tone
Saw signs to say stay or go
Words on transport
See many times before
It calls out each time
I never know which side more for
Got in tidying up to do
Washing on
Birthday lunch for my canine pal
All the while off balance but calm
I knew you should keep awake
Though choose to rest down and lay
What was for me will be
Will stay
Either way
Belief in faith
Had no opposition or sway
Closed my eyes to drift away..
In a deepened state eyes saw my own eyes staring back at me
I saw details I didn't consciously know
Window to soul
Woke up
Friend had made eggs on toast
And off I go!..

Into the dreams of the night
Syncing apparitions appetite
All the perceived projections come to light
All the masks are stained
Playing the small game
of little gain
Even the hiding is seen
Smokescreen fiend
Cleaned
in
dreams

Just a moment ago
Moth flies up against and flutters over window
Attracted to the light
As voice says be the moth
Go to the light
Be with the light
Be the light
My lower voice replies
But watch you don't get burned
As settled back down fire tab display on advert page for book suggests
Whisper of the moon moth
Interesting site

Is it just a big illusion anyway
This earth game
Is any of it really real
What matters
Perhaps Love
The rest sometimes just feels like drama
Although I laugh at the comedy moments
They're fun

Your words
Only bring me
Closer to you

Been called most things from far beneath the sun
It hurts most from those you love
Echoing back
The hurt won't be undone


Forgive them

Fire scorch to ash and ground
Pestle twist hammer and pound
Smooth the paste
Apply to wound
Work the ointment to the scar
Deep into the flesh
New skin forming
Growing with the sun
Breath approaching
Now release and breathe
Feel

Heal

Flying into stars and galaxies on way up high
Blasting into the sun
To the other side

Dancing to the rhythm
Let the movement
flow
Arms to
circle air
Hands waving to and fro
Body
           swaying
Mind drifting to
far off places
             they want to go..
***** 'shaking'
Grinding Hi and
low
Hips
snaking          
Energies travel from
                                shadow
through
to
lights
window

Suicide
A raw topic
Some people think a person ends theirs cause they want to stop it
No just numb the pain
They want to live again
They want to feel happy content
Not filled with pain and torment
Achievement
How does that look to you
A family
A fabulous career
A lovely house
Kids
Marriage
Some times it's just having the will to get up
To keep living each day
To not let the coaxing demons win to not give in to their adamant sway
We can all struggle but I don't think sometimes some realise what achievement means to them
The inner battles they slay
The darkness they face
I don't think the end is the answer
Cause I don't think they is an end just more lessons in its place
Though I think we need to understand
We all crave peace

I hope we find it in life
I hope those gone from this one
have found it too
Content within

I've seen my self in thousands
of different faces
I believe there is still more to see

What is love
Is it the outer look
Is it the desiring gaze
Is it the knowing state
Is it the lusting glaze
Is it hearts beat hard
Is it my self to know
Is it the seeing smile to inner glow
Or is it
Heart breaks deep
Is it no restful sleep
Is it the head in chaos
Is it eyes to weep
Is it broken in two
Maybe one for all
Blood turns blue
Or rivers
turn to gold

Lungs bellow
Air feeds the skin
Push out breathe in
Push in breath out
Tension lessening
Thoughts passing
Tuning to space
within

Crown opening
Fibres tingling
Light flowing
Connection growing
Network sowing
Source threading
Weaving to it's roots
Nutrition returning through the shoots
Origin and earth to birth seeds core truth

The antidote to my pain
To feel the bite the sting
To take in what is given
To understand the pain and how it's ridden
To acknowledge its present
To use it as a gift of healing essence
To send it love compassion hope
Cry it out
Sing its note
Send emotion to words I wrote
Share the content
Recycle hope

My body is my vessel
My soul is intact
I'm sorry if you see my worth in the worth that
you lack

Maybe I am ill
Maybe I should know
But maybe I have enough life in me to hold on be strong and not let go unless it states it so
Whatever's ment
Will be

As visions perforate minds dreams
Flashes projected across openly draped screens
Flower with petals held together as stem standing tall
Growing closer flower
parts
to
reveal
oval seed from which delve
deeper and deeper
beneath
Through the portals hatch reach another land
A tree stood strong and stretched wide
as woman in long beautiful
flowing
satin
white
bridal
dress resides
Dress trailing as waves
ripple
to
reach with earth
Dancing joyful even with full and overflowing skirt
Round the tree playful with glee
Strength to climb up at will
Rising high to branch twirls
upside
down
and
round
as feet jump back down
to ground

Love all
But love the one
I'm not sure who's the one anymore
Or who should be lovin me
I guess there's a push to love, but what if it rests in what appears to be nothing

Going commando today!
No socks!!
It helps with the forward rolls :-)

It's all written in the stars
Universe in motion
Calling
to
your name
Intrinsic devotion
Moth
to
the
flame

I am balanced
I have light and dark in me
Shine the light
See thy dark

You body was never ment to be touched from its skin
It's was ment to be unveiled from within