I don't know what to think anymore
I feel stuck
I'm so tired and I'm hurting deep
I don't know if I deserve what happens
I know I can speak out of turn when I get frustrated so it comes back up
A lot gets thrown in my face
It effects my self worth
I'll forgive they will be sorry again
This is the best from family I've ever known everyone else just left or constantly condoned
Will this ever get better
I wander