You call your ex out as a *****
Have you ever seen yourself as one?

You are the good person you say
I would say that...until I knew what we could be capable of

It's all them
Is any part of it you?

They cheated on me
Did you cheat on you?

I'd never do that
Life may show you otherwise

They are just like all the other guys
That you have dated from your conscious state can't say that when you may still be yet to meet another place

I'm gloomy
You constantly tell yourself

Let's pretend to be positive
No I'll melt

I'm feeling great
I'm glad you are

I'm feeling sad
It's passes like a moving car

I'm angry
Where's the grief? Where's the overstepped boundary? Or are you angry with yourself?

I'm upset
What saddened you?

I'm lost
Where do you need to be?
What do you need to do?

I have been rejected
I prefer the term redirected ...
Where do you feel abandoned?

They don't love me
Maybe you don't love you completely, or perhaps they don't love themselves.

I'm always used
Do you let yourself be?
Do you feel your worth??

I'm bullied
They are hurting and now so are you

I need someone to love me
Can't you start loving yourself?

I can't do that
Did you ever try?
Did you keep up the practice if you found it a little challenging?

I can't manage
You've coped so far

I'm damaged
You're in pain

I'm mental
We all have a brain

The world is a scary place
You have lived in fear mentality

Sometimes you just need a heart
To heart with yourself
Then all can become clear

Gatekeepers of no time no face
Come to me in deathly state
Watching to observe not hate
And in the hour you awake
World's images rushing through your veins
The inner world paints your home and gaze
Shadows matching restless hallows
Silhouettes of shade
You fear until the fear runs tired and you become the watcher
Do you have a face
Cause you see you in everyone
In every place
State
Sleeping
Awake
Day mind merges with nighttime and you peer between the life and the dream
Thoughts are clouds passing through space to meet with another
To be joined
An energy center travelling across lands
No distance no separation
They are you you are them
But the space between says otherwise
The sky cries
Tears dry
And mourning sighs
Until the warmth is reflected in your eyes
And the sun can rise
To meet with you again

Strangers have become friends
They have offered a kind word of support and been around in the highs and the lows
I always wondered why
It's sometimes difficult to let yourself be liked
With what you've known

When I allow myself to feel pleasure I quite often cry
I've held the shame inside
Little by little
I'll let it go

I've seen my self in thousands
of different faces
I believe there is still more to see

She could reason with reason but
intuition is where she felt it

Sometimes the words come from another place and through me and out  
Sometimes they come from the ego
This is from the ego
Or is it?