I don't feel worthy of my self yet
I know that

Views you should be like this or like that
Maybe you should be like you
Dress for your own company
But will they take me seriously
Or place projections on me
I'm sure some will
They do

Each night
I dream I'm dying so when it comes to death I'll be more prepared

The mud crumbling as each step imprint upon its land
Turning round to see where it falls
As long as it doesn't hit anyone else on the way down
Though I'm sure another will reach that height
Meeting themselves on the way
Feeling then viewing the same pain
Wondering is this the right pave
Can I just stay
Rest awhile
Or do I deceive myself with over-staying or even grasping up
What is left
Behind
What do we gain
Insight
Each other reflects through thine own eyes

My guilt eats at me each day
It's ok
I deserve it
But others don't
So I'll have to change

They say it's not good to live in the past
But sometimes the past wants to come up to talk
We will work things out

Bullied my whole life
I still get bullied
Strangers online
The thing is you are no stranger to me
I've even been one of you
You are in pain
In fear
You find your strength from trying to throw another down
You deserve love too
Though you might not receive that right now
You still do