Rejection
I keep meeting with it
One day it'll fly away
My love,
will be enough

3am
Witching hour
For so many years became my alarm clock
Didn't need to see the time
Just woke

I should sleep more but I don't want to get addicted
The dreams and rest can be intoxicating
I feel it as I rise
God knows what's inside

The blanket has holes in it
It scratches like a pin
It is rough
It's prickly
Sensitive on skin
It wraps too tight
Restricting
Movement afflicted
Struggle to breathe
Bound by the plight

Beneath it all
Spirit in flight

In love
In light

Kissing the night
Flying in the sunlight
Free and fancy
No pain in sight

Just
Divine

I'm a ****
I'm a ******
I'm a matryr
I'm full of ****
I'm a burden
I'm an irritant
This is the person I live with
I don't feel like I'm living

Can
you imagine being God
&
carrying the weight of the world

on your  shoulders

Walking home
Set upon
Scorching cigarettes on the arm
Intimidation by the charm
Trying to be calm
They plunge a knife in him
Slowly it penetrates
Feeling it all
Then face returns to a boy four years old
Little boy about to let go
Holding him in a loving embrace
Sentiment of care and grace
A hand rest upon the face
We drift and release
to
that
heavenly
place
Child so full of grace