Feeling like a failure never came easy
I have decided this to be truth of me
As my life is a hash of what I wanted it to be

The middle ground knows it's hard to see
But between it all lives the beauty
The gratitude of what is and the delicate simplicity
The acceptance of the now


The higher self knows all
It glides far over the wall
It sees the deeds the seeds the rise the fall
Does it beg for more
Or guide the call

Where am I now

Ceiling above shifts and moves
Dreams speaking unspoken words
Lift and pull rest and waking lull
Seen mesh with unseen
Wave length unknown
Lights out
Off we go. .

The boy that doesn't stand up on the bus to give his seat is
shaking with panic
The ******* the beach with the body she loves to show off had a bad relationship with food she is now full of love
The man with the coughs and splutters in the market store of mutters is braving the cold to tend for his sick beloved household
The girl and boy, women and men that won't open their hearts up again
they are hurt anyway

I don't want my tears
to ever fall
for
nothing.

Can't close my eyes to sleep
Though rest beckons
In dreams the pain fades
Spirit is in a higher state knowing fate
Each morning wake
Paint on brave face
Create a smile

I never knew it was possible
to have a broken heart on top of
a broken heart
Until I felt it

I was just told how weird I was then I bought some crystals
I can't wait for my new wand
Yipeee!!!