Drum beats
Soft touch
Delicate strokes
Face tingles
Follow
the
feel
the
sound
the
drift
the
a
b
o
u
n
d

Beyond the haze of life
There's a place where I roam
A place to the otherside
A space of spirit home
Colours vivid and bright
Animals wild and free
Tribes dancing chanting rituals rites
Healing takes it's throne
Deep into the unknown
I wonder completely
Visions shown

I feel you
I feel it all
I sense the inner knowing call
You don't need to speak I've seen
I've felt the vibrations from sacral deviation
It's hard to feel the buzzing circling sickening seal
Now I wait to feel so much more
Will you give it this time
Soul love of mine
Can I be
sure

Some times my soul sings out for safety

Swallowed the pills
Downed spirit from the bottle
Thrown myself in front of oncoming cars
Put self in destructive conditions
Self harmed
Self hated
Self loathed
Self scarred
Accepting whatever scraps were given making it my world
Hell became me
I had to face my demons just to be
I'm
still
breaking
free

You can see what you want from the outside
You don't know how someone is living in the inside

Big hearts masked by the dark

When did we lose our way

I have this way of putting barriers up
It's me but a little more pumped
Yes I can get excited I don't fight it
It's fun
Though I can hold my softer side hostage with a gun
Forcing it into a corner
In case the glass breaks and they run
You see I've let this sweet sensitive nature fly
It's been smacked down in the face causing it to hide
I'd like to let it out from time to time
I'd like to let it smell the roses from this fragrant garden of mine
Safely landing the butterfly