i’m  love  
black  death  boy  
sweet  night  
crippled time
swoon away  
our  ma-ma-ma-ma-midnight  
devines the  dust
portrait of us
saint our sweat  
hello lost it
hello love
hello divided eyes
amongst the coils and coals
of our crap heater
of our crap apartment
of our too good feelings
and disappearing world
ur hand slides down my face ........................ ........leather smiles unshaken, confirmed
down my chest towards
some light I ignored
sweaty hand
***** hand
beautiful smile
beautiful teeth you have
the windows shake
the agony of an uncontrollable world
shatter illusions
while filling it with new one’s
I am love
I am love
this is love


mon 228pm
4/5/10

with my head behind a cloud
thoughts ping pong around  
drown
drown
loserdom in a stip mall parking lot
kicks against the curb
three quarters and a fist
life a near miss
sweat steaming the distortions of the face
cops handy mans hookers and housewives
l.a., l.a. l.a. paved my brain
a candy bar and a bar and a heat wave
and a drawn on face
l.a., l.a. l.a. paved my brain
and a tic tac toe hopscotch foot tied race
l.a., l.a. l.a. paved my brain
to an anvil off the top of the capitol building beauty night line daytime sky sky orange high
touch me
somebody
reach out and ***** out my stutter heart time cvrime buy buy buy
not buy me anything
feel me something
feel
what?
who am i
satturday or Tuesday or Noday
cement
pavement
horse drawn nowhere
freeways
freeways
thunder

4/5/10
219pm

feelin' wild like runnin in the trees jumpin from the slums of the mind the oily quick sand hands called silence and control, america, how i wish u'd unbigbrother urself and support the artists, but that would require slime'ing away from big bank funding, corporates drugging us zombies called humanity... to be an artist at times can be so liberating and so uncertain. hello eviction notice, hello

oh sweet world, shiver into me
your claws& diamond dust
the last sweet dance
tender romance black
on the clock
the jaw of luck  the chainsaw &
the melody  the love &
disbelief  the betrayal
& the bloom, the laughter
after doom   the broken
ballroom   the earthquakes
& the prayer   the family
& the stairs collapsing the light
glimmer & glare   the utter
despair &   goodness
breathing me in
spinning me round

sometimes I’m up

sometimes it’s down
& when the wisdom is found

the cycle will go on

cyclone, dawn,

& ground

death,
rebirth
& all the causes
of
everyone

the prophecies of a junk yard princess
16 ****** and high
no alibuy bye
I’m a junkyard millionaire
I’m a freeway square to nowhere
a junk dog captain
a lover to lose
a loser to love
a shining piece of junk in the sky
to pry for a night
some secret that’s a lie
some secret I’ll let you buy
I’m dangling from a tree
the shadow is only me
nothing
nothing u see

2.10.10

the nights death
  murmured in his hand
twirling dawn
stars crawl home
gold streaking
     sky
crumbling the
black
i’m on my back
wishing to go back
a finger over my
     mouth.
i won’t shout


2/5/10

1/20/10


thrill me
oh dangle tooth will
& chop shop boy
& chop suey love
  rain spilling in the park
a child in the dark
lost on the broken bench
beneath the old iron light
green, hungry, oh
want
thrill me
dying flame thrill
ill with ur 1 way so down
highway
paving the sound    track of our death