Kate - Hello Poetry

Kate Feb 2013

Words don't seem to flow when I'm fine
Not many things to say when I'm happy
Heart break speeds my hand time after time
I'm sorry with you my muse is empty

It doesn't make you less then those boys who came before you
But still you beg me for a line
Envious of the pages I have written for others
So tonight what I have constructed is for you my love:

*My life with you is greater than any poem or rhyme.

Hard to write poems when one is content.

Kate Feb 2013

I can't give you this.

you haven't texted me in two weeks.
I texted you once but that was such
an adventure in feeling unwanted that
I will not stick my toe in that pool ever again

I dont know what happened
maybe you found someone who is better
at listening to the events of your days
or
maybe your guilt caught up to you
though why now after all this time makes no sense to me

I tell myself that you are ordinary
that there is no spark
but even if I swallow that lie
I cannot ignore the pull of your eyes
and my willingness to do whatever you ask

So until you reach out
I'll have my pride to keep my company
and ill pray you hear one of my songs
or that I'll grace everyone of your dreams
but i won't give in
you have won everything from me
I can't give you this.

Kate Feb 2013

miss you

I tried to write a poem
but all I can really say is
I miss you
please say you miss me to

Kate Feb 2013

The Girl in my English Class

She sits in the back of classes
Answers all the questions
As if there to her all alone.
She annoys those around
Like no other.
She spews out another answer,
And sits back with a smug smile.
She thinks she just a little better then the rest.
She basks in the glow of self satisfaction,
Looking disdainfully down on those around her.
All the While insulting those who laugh or smile,
as if their Happiness annoys her most of all.
Do you think when she looks around,
And realizes she has no friends,
That she just supposes she’s too good for them?

Kate Feb 2013

do you know?

And do you know
That every word you have ever
Spoken to me, that I can remember every one

And do you know
That every glance we have shared
Is etched in to my memory

And do you know
That every touch, every nudge
Still lingers on my skin, I can cite each one

And do you know
That every day I wish for you
I recollect a time where It came so close to being true

old poem about an old crush

Kate Feb 2013

Untitled

right where
you stand is
always
not close enough for me

Kate Feb 2013

pretend

I liked to pretend that it was all a big drama
that people wouldn't get hurt
somehow it would all work out

yet instead I'm heartsick
he pretends his feeling aren't there
and you look the other way when I say his name