Drained, depressed, dead
I'm not supposed to feel this way
Confused, clueless
I feel them getting closer
Scared shitless
Why is that shadow moving?
Distorted view
Chaos at the tip of my toes
Why is my head spinning?
Helpless, hopeless
Shaking bodies, no control
Banging heads, squeezing arms, bruising legs
Nobody sees
Dead

These strong urges, these strong desires
to get to that final destination
Chills taking over my entire body
starting from my arms straight to my head
Blanking my whole mind
These good feelings, amazing feelings
I think this is the best I've ever felt, and that's sad
I'm sad that I feel complete at this moment