Truly,It's ludic how you play me.
But what for? I want you to tell me.
Is it cause I'm a fool for you, so you wanna use me?
But see that's not how it's supposed to be
And by the time you'll decide to take me seriously
You'll realize just how late it will be.

Bad as she may be taken for,
That's the kind I love,
The kind I die for.
Just to meet her,
Have sometime with her,
To make me feel complete for a while
even though it may never be forever with her.
I may count myself lucky for a moment if was to end up with her.

As time proceeds
You're growing bolder,
Older
And smarter
But get these few words from your big brother.
Give your best in school,
As knowledge is the tool
And without it, people may take you as a fool.
But in the process stay humble,
For you may not know when you might stumble.
I say this cause one day my time will be over,
And it will be you to take over.

Thing's ain't as they used to be no more,
I can feel the touch loosening.
Never thought it would come to this
But who are we fooling.
The truth is never extinguished even when eclipsed.
Sooner than later, we wont be able to understand each other's words or actions.

Angers and hot tempers arise when your once loved one starts the irritation.
Maybe a break or a seperation
As we wanna work on our own self perfection

Reminiscing on the good times we had.
You no longer here and it's kinda hard.
Something I'm not accustomed to,
Hoping you feel the same way too.
The only thing I can do,
Is let these memories linger.
Which leads to anger
Along with depression.
Then I would ask myself a question,
if its really worth it, this feeling.
Cause it's really got me thinking.

Is what I think she is
Everything well fitted from her fedora,
All the way down to her heels

Does no wrong with designer
Probably looks good in that you desire

Even in sweats or barbie pants,
Vogue is what my mind chants

Her co-ordination so surreal
And thus makes this poem so real.

Probably biggest decision I've ever made.
Giving up years of my life,
To add more to yours

Sounds ironic if you ask me.

But this sacrifice was all me
As it is what I aspire to be
Though not easily harnessed
I've got 20/20 vision
Meaning I'm too focused