Reminiscing on the good times we had.
You no longer here and it's kinda hard.
Something I'm not accustomed to,
Hoping you feel the same way too.
The only thing I can do,
Is let these memories linger.
Which leads to anger
Along with depression.
Then I would ask myself a question,
if its really worth it, this feeling.
Cause it's really got me thinking.

Is what I think she is
Everything well fitted from her fedora,
All the way down to her heels

Does no wrong with designer
Probably looks good in that you desire

Even in sweats or barbie pants,
Vogue is what my mind chants

Her co-ordination so surreal
And thus makes this poem so real.

Probably biggest decision I've ever made.
Giving up years of my life,
To add more to yours

Sounds ironic if you ask me.

But this sacrifice was all me
As it is what I aspire to be
Though not easily harnessed
I've got 20/20 vision
Meaning I'm too focused

There are times,
Life will seem to give more downs than ups
More losses than wins

You'll question yourself is life worth living?
Why do i go through these things?

Truth is pain is inevitable
But the good news is it never lasts
It was never meant to break our spirit
But to prove we have beating hearts

I hope you see the beauty in the pain
As better things are about to come

Everything happens for a reason
And with time you'll tell why

She's bad, maybe even worse
Many would want her to change
But decency is boring in her thoughts i guess

Tempting as she is,
Eye contact with her will leave you in lust
A bad girl costs,
Spending is a must.

Yeah she's bad,
But bad means good too

When the night falls
And my head rests,
As I listen to these love songs,
Is when I think of you the most.

Beautiful?
When it comes to her that's an understatement

Character?
She keeps it as real as the heavens be

Spiritual?
Check Psalms 46:5 for reference

Girl of my dreams?
Ironic she's no where close but far way better