I think that i'm almost dead.
Sometimes i feel nothing
no love,no exciteness, no happiness
only rage and pain.
And when i'm close my eyes i see
a different world, a different life, a different sun, a different me.
Because the only thing that we wont is love....
we are humans and we need to be loved.

Iam waiting and waiting no response, no voices, no life.I light a cigarette, God it taste so good! I closed my eyes.
I remember the summertime when Effy and i were just kids. She was my cousin, my guide, my friend, my idol. But right now under the rainy weather that brings only melancholic memories, i realized that iam alone and she will never come back.

When the sun will sets from the east
and will rise from the west,
when the love will surpass the hate
and the hate will seald into a black box,
when the winter bacame summer
and the summer winter,
when the children will discover happiness
and the happiness will originate from them.
Then the war will end forever.