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1.6k · Sep 2018
Dilemma and Dwelling
Saumya Sep 2018
I'm not scared of the tenebrosity of a room, I'm scared of the thoughts which struck me.

I'm not scared of humans, I'm scared of the demon which resides in them.

I'm not scared of being alone, I'm scared people will forget me if I'm not in touch with them.

I'm not scared of going naked in the outside world, I'm scared of losing my self-esteem.

I'm not scared of the society, I'm scared of the hoaxes they spread.

I'm not scared of your love, I'm scared of being abandoned by you.

I'm not scared of dying, I'm scared that I haven't lived enough.

I'm not scared of making memories either good or bad, I'm scared of these memories fading away.

I'm not scared of the past or the future, I'm scared of the present.

I'm not scared of slumping, I'm scared of failure.

I'm not scared of asking questions, I'm scared they'll remain unanswered.

I'm not scared of being corrupt, I'm scared of losing myself. The sacred me.

I'm not scared of the aftermath, I'm scared of the side-effects it has.

I'm not scared of being scared, I'm scared that you'll think I'm frail.

this is my first poem.
1.2k · Dec 2018
Saumya Dec 2018
If you've fallen into a pit then you don't need a ladder to come out but a desire
1.1k · Oct 2019
it hurts
Saumya Oct 2019
Why does our soul crave someone else when we're so complete in ourselves.
997 · Nov 2018
Orange Marmalade
Saumya Nov 2018
Everything exists just because you're there to see them.
The mountains, the oceans, fields..All exist when you open your eyes.
Same goes for the people who hurt you, they exist only when you recognise them.
846 · Feb 2019
Saumya Feb 2019
existence alone is art
679 · Jan 2019
Dear Poetry
Saumya Jan 2019
You kicked me out off your life
And I, fell in the puddle of poetry.
Which has embraced me since then.
This never happened to me though.
A friend of mine introduced me to the world of poems.
563 · Nov 2018
the unwanted distance
Saumya Nov 2018
Sometimes people are right next to you yet they seem unapproachable.
544 · Aug 2019
For you
Saumya Aug 2019
My love blossomed for you, grew into a beautiful pink rose and began wilting as well but you were busy admiring other flowers all along
543 · Nov 2018
Don't Go
Saumya Nov 2018
The tighter and closer I try to grasp you, the far you seem to go away.
But probably it's faith.
I'll probably wait for the time when our parallel destinies cross path again.
505 · Dec 2018
Saumya Dec 2018
There is a difference between wanting to die and not being scared of death
504 · Aug 2019
Saumya Aug 2019
Once a doubt hits your mind
it spreads like wild fire
451 · Sep 2018
Saumya Sep 2018
Your heart is as crumpled as the wrinkles on your face
The fading pages of your life story
Were alive by the fresh ink of your son's love
The pain of his betrayal was more than labour ever was
However, life gave you another chance
when the life's most beautiful news dawned upon you
You were bearing a child again
A news as divine and blissful as god himself
Like a little kid on the road brought you a rose made out of soiled paper
It's just a fragment of something I had written
448 · Jan 2019
Saumya Jan 2019
Even insignificance is worth millions
when it is pressed out off your lips
and fall onto my deaf ears
445 · Nov 2018
Get Out
Saumya Nov 2018
During my lay offs,
You fill in my head.
In a head full of dreams you've found a corner.
You make me wonder, if I'm too free to think of someone as petty as you or am I too busy thinking of someone as beautiful as you.
School crushes *sighs and shrugs*
402 · Dec 2019
Saumya Dec 2019
My heart aches by the fact that I meant nothing to you when you meant the world to me.
387 · Sep 2018
Saumya Sep 2018
A dying soul,
Waiting to be heard.
Standing on the edge of the world,
Devouring itself.
Sleepless nights,
Spent in your wait, until it was late.
Inevitable touch,
Drenched in blood.
A bright area,
Produced by a body coming between eternal darkness.
A beautifully woven song,
Ruined by the clock's tong.
Rings of mid-night,
Circling my day-light.
Wrote something which makes absolutely no sense. I randomly started writing words that struck me. This has no logic behind it.
367 · Mar 2019
Satrangi Re
Saumya Mar 2019
In Arabic Literature Love has seven stages:
Attraction (Dilkashi) ->
Infatuation (Uns) ->
Love (Mohabbat) ->
Reverence ( Akidat) ->
Worship (Ibadat) ->
Insanity (Junoon) ->
Death (Maut).
And I happen to be at the 7th stage everytime you pass by and take one step away from me.
345 · Dec 2018
Take Me
Saumya Dec 2018
Home. I want to go home. Home.
Home. But you're at home. Home.
Home. Not where my body lives. Home.
Home. Where my confused choking soul is. Home.
Home. Not where my hearts resides. Home.
Home. Where my mind is serene. Home.
Home. Where the serendipity lies. Home.
Home. Where my senses find a way. Home.
Home. Where my hope is alive. Home.
Home. Where the truth lies. Home.
Home. Where I can come out. Home.
I don't feel what I write. I guess these are things that I observe around, about the people who are around me. I'm really happy person xD
341 · Nov 2018
Saumya Nov 2018
we're not slaves of fame or are we?
338 · Jan 2019
Saumya Jan 2019
Every inch of your aching soul is made up of imperfection yet it beholds the beauty like none of us have ever seen
320 · Dec 2018
Hit me
Saumya Dec 2018
We're like dispersed seeds.
We've no specific destination.
We're just blowing in the wind.
Once we've reached,
We either fertilise or wait for the right plant.
Or worse, yearn to go back to where we came from.
305 · Nov 2018
Saumya Nov 2018
Don't wear a mask for so long that you forget who you were beneath it
262 · Jan 2019
Saumya Jan 2019
Toys have strange features
Made for children but by adults
They are children and adults
And we are all caught in the middle of this strangeness
261 · Jan 2019
An Announcement! (A Hiatus)
Saumya Jan 2019
I might not be here for the whole of February (and March MAYBE)
I have these exams, Boards which are specifically for tenth graders. I'll get preparation leave for it.
So I'll be at my father's place for next month to prepare!
I might not have access to any electronic devices there since I don't have my own phone so it'll be difficult keeping up with HP.
That's pretty much it I guess xD
Thank You for all the love though. This has really been fun so far! =)
253 · Oct 2018
writing helps me
Saumya Oct 2018
My heart is wrenching.
What a wreck I've become.

Have you ever felt so much that you forget how you're feeling?
253 · Jan 2019
Saumya Jan 2019
A problem only becomes a problem only if you believe it to be

Often others see you as you see yourself
Palace of Illusions ~ Chitra Banerjee
244 · Dec 2018
Saumya Dec 2018
Like a sea shell, the eye witnesses the pearls of madness and beauty
*pun intended*
234 · Jan 2021
B4 I'm forgotten
Saumya Jan 2021
Now and then, here and there
I'm burning in violet flame.
Writing stuff that only makes sense to me
But it's fascinating how when someone else will read this and form a perception completely different from mine and maybe even relate to it
225 · Jan 2019
Saumya Jan 2019
It is so difficult seeing you run in the corridor and not shouting,
"I like you run into me instead?"
218 · Mar 2019
Saumya Mar 2019
Why didn't you try to contact me?
But that isn't the prime question,
Why is it hurting so much?
217 · Aug 2019
Saumya Aug 2019
It's natural, we don't know each other
216 · Dec 2018
A Good Day To Be A Fool
Saumya Dec 2018
Our hearts were at the same pace that day but we didn't know how we felt for each other
212 · Oct 2018
not poem
Saumya Oct 2018
Everything seems so fragile, so delicately held together, the fields, the shimmer of the grey sky that the slightest disturbance, the smallest blunder would shatter it all.

You've made a mistake they always taught you not to in the ring. You've backed yourself in a corner, you're on the ropes and they're going to massacre you. So get yourself together, start moving, get out of the corner. You can do it!
202 · Mar 2021
I can't taste my food
Saumya Mar 2021
Even seemingly harmless words can be cruel acts for some
198 · Feb 2021
Saumya Feb 2021
My stomach has butterflies and I'm the cocoon
193 · Dec 2018
Lore Olympus
Saumya Dec 2018
Saying that you're not important is like saying we shouldn't learn to read or write because it doesn't sustain our lives.
Saumya Jan 2019
l o v e y o u r s e l f
184 · Dec 2018
Saumya Dec 2018
Whatever you lose, you'll find it again.
Whatever you throw away, you'll never get it back.
180 · Nov 2019
Saumya Nov 2019
Don't succumb to your distractions because they're temporary but the effect of the efforts you put in now will last a lifetime.
172 · May 2019
Saumya May 2019
Treat the cause not the symptom
160 · Jun 2019
New Normal
Saumya Jun 2019
Appearance is the devil, it ignores all principles and values. Lookism will probably never disappear
158 · Jan 2019
Do You Believe in Magic
Saumya Jan 2019
This land is not suitable for Real Magicians anymore
156 · Jan 2019
It's a joke
Saumya Jan 2019
Ordinary Fellas : Objectifying
Poets : Personifying
152 · Nov 2018
Think of It
Saumya Nov 2018
There is a fine line between caring for someone and being empathetic towards one.
151 · Jan 2019
A qoute
Saumya Jan 2019
"Prey on the weak too much and they become predators"
I read it somewhere and it has been my favourite quote since then
146 · Jan 2019
The Asphalt Road
Saumya Jan 2019
If I become an adult with a fixed plan
Will I be happy?
143 · Jan 2019
Saumya Jan 2019
You can always misspell Santa for Satan so be careful of what you wish you ;)
143 · Nov 2018
Saumya Nov 2018
The only thing I know about myself is I'm full of words yet unable to express myself
133 · Nov 2018
Saumya Nov 2018
The space dust of me will whisper to your celestial organs,
"I Love You"
It dissipated into the infinity of the universe
with as what the clock face reads
123 · Jan 2019
Random words I punched
Saumya Jan 2019
Your existence only affects mine when you're not looking
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