you were as elegant as hummingbirds,
sipping dripping nectar.
as soothing as the sea shells,
clenched within the sandy shores of Miami.
as gentle as the raindrops,
pouring down on a Saturday afternoon.
and as I slip into a deep sleep of euphoria,
I can only think of what little memories I've left of you.
I hope you're well.

honey, you'd lose the love given to you
but darling, promise me
to never lose yourself

i know it's not the same
and we're both drowning
drowning from the sorrow
the sorrow that is us
just leave me alone

i want to ******* die
and i believe in free verse

i haven't written in ages
and everything's a blur to me
though i might be oblivious of everything around me
i could still hear their screams
as they continued to shun me
all i could do is to shun them back
i want to have someone to talk to
but i couldn't utter the words i want to relay
i don't have a home
it's all a wreck for me
i don't have a home if it's not you
everything's a wreck
and i'm not maturing correctly
i couldn't do things right
i just couldn't see things right
i couldn't see things right
if it's not you

woke up to the sight of a tall hedged maze
as children played in their castles and cardboard boxes with their make believe friends
and as they delved in from my point of view
they realized that i am nothing but an ember
barely keeping my flames alive

you tore through my chest
grabbed my innards
and pulled them out
like a cannibal with an insatiable thirst for blood
only you were craving someone else's pain
and as you picked me as your next victim
i fell for your trap
you've shown me the idealistic traits of my ideal girl
but never shown your dark intentions of hurting me
and as we slowly creeped in on our final day
you've carved your name on my heart
as you walked away
leaving me broken and breathless
and shown me your psychopathic ways
i never knew someone could make you go insane
my sanity slowly declined
as you neglected me without empathy
i ******* hate you